Im sick of people saying they care about me. Actions speak louder than words. And your actions are screaming "FUCK YOU AND DIE" so just stop lying to me. Because then if you ever decide to tell me the truth how can i believe you? Oh well. I really need to stop caring myself. I think that may be the best way to go. From now on im gonna live my life ( Read more... )

I wish i could sleep forever and never wake. I want to shut my brain off and not think anymore. Its like my enemy always telling me how bad i am and that im not good enough. I blame other people for making me feel like shit but its not them its me. Its myself when i look in the mirror and see this useless waste of human flesh. Why do i do this to ( Read more... )

So its that time again kiddies! What time is that? Malli bitching time. Yup thats right! So i have a new roommate. Shes mighty fun and cute. But this room is incredibly tiny and i feel like i dont have enough room to move around or even to breathe. So my first solution to this problem? Find off campus housing. That was not at all a problem. Then i ( Read more... )