i hate everybody isnt that exciting

happy birthday to me! wo the big 1 5 how fun!

thanks mom and dad <3

okay its about that time.

things going on that suck:

• smoking a lot more
• depressing thoughts in my head
• not good feelings
• a lot of rain from my eyes
• im becoming overly criticle on myself more than usual

so i made this journal for my work, pictures, poems, paintings, whatever.

i wont really post anymore pictures in here so make sure you add my new art journal so you can see them.

_sweet_surender

so now im going to have some entries friends only not all of them but some that i think only my friends should read.

im going out shopping with my mom, i guess there times that me and my parents have our ups and downs. hopefully ill get by them

okay so im grounded until further notice, well i think till at least friday so i wont be online or anything so yea anyways mannys b-day is wed! hap-py early b-day manny my big brother!!

gotta go will check in hopefully soon

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