Yes, I'm home... Tension ran a little high at the end there, but it is okay now. I love my family, you all know I do, but WOW there are some bratty little children! I am glad to be home. It was, indeed nice to relax.

I am going out to the boat this weekend. No one shall see hide nor hair of me for a few days. The few who have my parsonal contact info, you know how to reach me.

Why am I trying to fix everyone's problems? Let alone the fact that I'm not doing shit about mine... Ah, nevermind. My priorities are set. Besides, I care more about my friends than myself, sooo...

Okay, I think I'm less high (Which, contrary to popular belief, is GOOD). Which means less randomly going 'BieNVenIiiIDoS!!'. And no more trying to teach ( Read more... )

Yes, David Bowie... Who wanted to be prime minister because, and I quote, "Britan would benefit from a fascist leader." NOT KIDDING. I say this with the same seriousness I would use when telling people I once had a friend who celebrated Curt (sp?) Cobain's birthday by eating Macaroni-and-Cheese, because it was Cobain's favorite food. Or in saying ( Read more... )

Yay!! Hanoi Rocks just saved me from drowning.

In the real dark night of the soul
It's always 3 a.m.
It's always darkest before the dawn
It never dawned on me
At my weakest I'm pretending to be strong
Sometimes the demons are too hard to control

IN MY DARKEST MOMENT
SOMETHING TAKES ME OVER, MAKES ME TURN A COLD SHOULDER
IN MY DARKEST MOMENT
I NEED ( Read more... )

I have a cold... And I did the unthinkable last night because of it. I went to bed before midnight and I took NiQuil without someone telling me to. Shoot me. I really hate colds, more than stomache flus, because when I have a cold, I am not sick enough to get out of anything. I'm that in-between sick where I can't talk for a while without clearing ( Read more... )

I do not want anyone to get the wrong idea from the title. It just feels like I'm an emotional sadomasochist. Emotionally, I seem to have the ability to cripple people that I care about and that (I hope) care about me.  This, and everything that has been going through my head lately makes me think maybe I enjoy others destroying my emotional ( Read more... )

Ugh... I'm making dinner tonight, which somehow involves squishy meat in a blender. That I had to TOUCH. 
Anyway, everyone is having problems. Okay, this is a bit of an exaggeration. Not everyone, but most of everyone I care about. I might still be in love with my ex... Once again, its difficult to use that word. God, I'm sick of life. I want a ( Read more... )

For wearing only panties and a HIM hat, I feel damn sexy. En ymärrä. Really. Hyvää Yötä.

I'm home! God, I'm tired... I'm going to come back to the world monday... But I might be out of it anyway, just becuase of the weekend. I finally get some alone time. I haven't been alone the entire time I was away. The bus was crowded, I got sick of my one friend being near me (I don't like him. He just... Is irritating to me for some reason. ) My ( Read more... )