Le bon, le mal.

[themythicalman]

Nothing set in stone yet, but there is the possibility that I will get to do some voice-over work for a video game, which I've never done before (although I've been told by others over the years that my voice would be great for that sort of thing).  As if that wasn't cool enough, I might get to do some paid studio work in July for a local band

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[donnaidh_sidhe]

I need to remind myself to act my age more often and start behaving like a middle-aged adult who should really know better by now.

That kind of talk is self-denigration with no purpose. You're unhappy with what you see, but there's no point in punishing yourself for it. All you can do is try to figure out where you want to be, and try to figure out how to get there. And it's okay if you don't make it the first time.

[themythicalman]

It will sound utterly ridiculous, but I'm going around in the same circles as always, and still finding no solutions that could be called healthy. I think I just need to learn to keep certain things to myself, try and see myself from outside, as objectively as possible, and go from there.

To make matters worse, I can feel myself on the cusp of another emotional spiral. Joy and/or rapture. I might disappear for a bit over the next couple of days until it blows over - either that, or my posts here will become even whinier than usual. Sorry.

Fuck.

[superjill]

Commenting on the same line as the above poster. Why act your age? How about just being yourself? :)

I have more to say on that. Will chat this eve!

[themythicalman]

Being myself would be fine, were it not for the fact that I really don't like myself. Never really have to any great extent, which might explain my, shall we say, peculiar sense of humour, hide behind jokes like a mask. I enjoy a lot of things in my life - music, opportunities, good friends - but that's different, really.