i'm realizing i don't really need this anymore.

that makes me pretty damn happy.

oh, and my real cute girlfriend does too. mm, girlfriend.

i don't know for how long this will stay here, or if it will, because reading everyone else's, for the most part, feels like i'm right back at high school again. weird.

hm. end of 2007. excellent.

overall, it hasn't been too bad of a year. it's been an academically shitty year for me, combined with first semester and the last leg of senior year. i've already promised myself to do better, but i know i will. mm, psychology and gender studies.

socially, this year was amazing. i've made so many friends/acquaintances at ( Read more... )

seriously, seriously fuck being home.

i am honestly more stressed out being home than i am during the semester with all the bullshit i take on. god almighty.

WORST EVER.

i'm ready for this break to be over already. is it bad that i'm so eager ( Read more... )

there is nothing like coming home from college after feeling very misplaced.

i fit here and it doesn`t matter who i like or why.

it`s nice.

it`s also nice when your mommy gives you birthday presents and you can take a nap in the afternoon while your mommy offers to do your laundry for you.

i thought i would never miss this. but i`m glad i did.

(i miss ( Read more... )

one would think my being in an all-womens' college would improve my chances of getting some ass.
this is a blatant misconception, do not be fooled!

so i like a lady. wow, new, right? but i would ACTUALLY have a chance, if she wasn't my RA. ... and didn't have a boyfriend in fucking Illinois. it would probably be a little more tolerable if my roomie ( Read more... )

okay, i fucking love cedar crest. end. i love third floor steinbright because it is ultimate. i have so much shit to do and i love it.

ps: no one apply here because I WANT THIS COLLEGE ALL TO MYSELF. HAHAH.

there are a few NEPAers repping down here, too, which i love.

i can`t get you out of my head.

i move into my dorm in two days. i have all of my shit, except an umbrella. how i forgot that, i have no idea. i`m retarded. i packed up a lot of my life.

i`m really excited now, less nervous, more sad. i`m really going to miss my mom, no matter how bad a rap i used to give her. i was such an asshole, i should have gotten over myself in high school ( Read more... )

my fucking PS2 won`t work. it apparently needs to have a little boost in the form of tightening some circle thing inside of it, putting the laser/lens closer to the disc since it is old and has gotten weak. i guess i`m going to have to go to EB or Gamestop to find out how much they`re going to gouge me for. fuckers ( Read more... )

being home is crazy, but i enjoy being around here when i`m here(not for whole weeks at a time, though, that shit`s insane).  i`m still really neranxcited(nervous+anxious+excited) about college, it`s going to be wonderful and terrifying as everything unfamiliar is for the first time. i`m getting a whole bunch of crap, a HP laptop with a great ( Read more... )