"I have never felt so monstrously alone. Nix is snoring right over there, a million miles away. It's a gentle, funny, whispering little snore; if I was an ant and could stand on the very top branches of a tree and listen to the wind, it might sound like that ( Read more... )

im secretly wishing it doesnt work out and i win in the end.

thats fucked up of me.

i dont care.

I’m trying to find truth ( Read more... )

I knew since things were getting better, they'd need to come crashing down again ( Read more... )

WHATS UP LIVEJOURNAL.
FORGOT YOU EXISTED.

Home until Friday afternoon since I have to work 5-12:15.
Worked 10-6 yesterday and then drove home to Kingston.

I work around 30 hrs a week, and am constantly exhausted.
Money in the bank though.

Honestly, so over it. Get over it. It happened. It's done. Move on.

I think I'm actually going to start listening to other people. I'm gonna try to not be so dependent and actually let people help me instead of trying to do everything myself and get overwhelmed. I'm going to get my priorities straight and figure out what I really want out of life. I'm going to try and start thinking things out before I do them, ( Read more... )

Schools good. Classes are good. House is good. Making slow progress, but good.

My upstairs room is done and I'm almost completely moved into it. James & Kyles rooms are done & their moved into them. Living room is done & we have cable. Bathroom is done, except for some trim work. Kitchen will be done within the next 2 weeks & then we focus on the ( Read more... )

I hate Troy. I fucking hate it. I'm miserable.