i have figured it out, Living with Doxx has been one of the worst ideas i ever came up with. i figured this out a few days ago, i thought about it, and for the past while i have felt like she doesnt want to be around me. i am the kind of person who dispite seeing her every day, i still want to spend time with her and majorly have a cuddle want ( Read more... )

you know what, i think i figured out what it is that bothers me about Doxx having a low sex drive. its not the "drive" itself, its hearing about how she used to have a extremely high one, and how when a relationship falls into the one has a high sex drive, one low, she would be on the other side. its just hearing that makes me wonder if its ( Read more... )

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looking back at what i had before, i do wish i had that back. i hate the idea of making her uncomfortable, crowded, constricted in anyway. i seem to do that alot, but i never used to, or she never let me know i did. i dont know, i love her more than anything and i would do anything for her. and she loves me, so i am a very lucky man. although i ( Read more... )

i long for a return to what was before. to what i had before she left for Cali. i know it wasnt as real as i fooled myself into thinking it was, but i still long for a return to it. not having to ask for kisses as much, i didnt feel like i was pissing her off every few minutes, having to hold my tounge to an extent due to this fear. i long for ( Read more... )

holy shit, this movie was amazing. there were things that pissed me off, but that is to be expected, no one can make a movie which pleases everyone all the time. but those things are more small quirks of the movie, and didnt really make me all that mad, just for future gens watching the movies 1-6 will not have the same shocking moments as those of ( Read more... )

i pulled a hot pack from Armageddon yesterday, i bought 4 packs and then just boom. it wasnt too good of a hot pack, but still. i pulled The Urn for Taker, JBL's Hat, and Shane's cards. and other than that it wasnt worth much to me. i was hoping for Trish's card so i can trade it to Matt, and i was also hoping for Shelton's cards and Orton's cards ( Read more... )

ok, yesterday i show up at Doxx's house to watch Smackdown and generally be with her, and when i arive Roland is there. no big deal, we get to talking and once Krysis show up Roland makes a joke when i say that if he tried something (i dont remember, something concerning drugs...) that i would put him in an ankle lock, he said "try" and so we ( Read more... )

well this is a little late to be totally current, but whatever. last saturday i dominated the feild with Goldberg, so winning a 32 man tournament is a pretty nice "Ego Boost"(lol). and then to top it all off, there was a Backstage Signiture in the mix, the laid 32 cards out on the table, and being first i got first choice of them. one of them was ( Read more... )

although quite enjoyable, there has not been much to note during the time sence i last updated. i have been spending alot of time with Doxx, which is awesome. i have also gone to a few tournaments and rolled a few dice at puck's new apt. but like i said nothing really of note. i am still awaiting my box of 7th sea and my social security application ( Read more... )