shit.
this sucks.
Today is going to be nothing but shit.

I am at a point in my life where i am looking back at the last 4 years and thinking that it was wasteful ( Read more... )

i lost my job.

I spend an hour watching Degrassi ( Read more... )

The 80th session of the Texas Legislature started, and i was there. It was historic. Never before had a sitting Speaker been challenged within his party. The day was hectic. starting with me setting up, both by phone and in person, a meet-and-greet with 4 constituents and their representatives and ending with me going to the Reception of the ( Read more... )

I am really loving life right now. Not only is my job really cool, but i have money... something i never used to have. It is nice having a stable income that i can count on and work hours that don't change every day. I know my days off and i know my hours ( Read more... )

I am graduating! Sorry, still awesome

I didn't get the job.
I am having a terrible week.
in debt up to my neck.
i want to break things.
It seems as if the army is beckoning.
Perhaps it is time i man up and serve.

I think i am a bit stressed.
Thinking about this job night and day. The dramatic difference it will make in my life is amazing.
I really want it, and i think it is making me question other things. it is silly.

i don't think that amanda thinks that we are going to last a year. i just get this feeling from her that she doesn't believe that we can make it. I think that my going into the army will spell doom for the relationship because i don't think she wants to stay with me if i leave ( Read more... )