i hate being so indecisive. it sucks.

& i would give anything to be you.

i always seem to set myself up for the
                 biggest let down ever.
            something a l w a y s goes wrong,
                   i just want this to last.
               please, don't let me fall again.

new years was awesome. i went to hannah spo's and hung with some pretty awesome people. we watched a cool movie where one of the character's names was Wadsworth. & we drew penises and a hitler mustache on matt. im gonna miss them. :( i don't want it to be the year 2006 yet.

i made a pro/con list to decide whether i should go to california this year ( Read more... )

"You know I'll always love you, but right now I just don't like you"

they are so gay. because OTHER people are gettin drunk and stupid I cant go out because theyre afraid ill get hit by a drunk driver. at this point i dont even fucking car if i get hit by a fucking drunk driver. i fucking hate this place and these fucking people. its so fucking dumb. yeah, happy new years asshole.

winter break is almost over. fantastic. not. all i have to show for it is sunburn, a couple CASAG t-shirts, & a haircut. i didn't do anything, go anywhere, or hang out with anyone besides kaytee riche. now theres only like 3 days left and i still have nothing to do. and i do not wanna go to school monday.

my parents are dumb. and i can't get a car ( Read more... )

i passed.
& now i am a driver.
:)

i go for my license tomarrow. and im really really nervous. i hope i don't fail :| but i mean if someone like mike eisen could pass then i HAVE to pass. haha. i just hope i get my car soon. im excited. ♥ freedom!

&i have to finish my research paper tonight. oy E vay. only 2 days left til break!

one week til christmas :) i decided im gonna wear christmas colors this ENTIRE week of school. since we have an ENTIRE week of school. friday = senior show! & thursday = license

i am in an extremely good mood. i love the holidays. ♥ i'm goin over kaytee's house in a lil bit to wrap presents and watch Once Upon a Mattress. CASAG meeting. we ( Read more... )

Yeah so this week pretty much sucked. My research paper was due tuesday and I probably failed it cause I'm extremely dumb. My birthday was definitly like one of the worst days ever. I don't even feel like it was this week. Hardly anyone remembered. Oh well, I'm a forgettable person I guess. And it was ruined because of a stupid bitch. I hate liars ( Read more... )

I'm officially 17. &I can see rated R movies legally without an adult.