Today

[synthesis21]

Yep.

It doesn't help that this year this time of year is resulting in panic attacks stemming from the fear of once again losing something I care so much about. No matter how unrealistic that fear may be.

Happy 29th.

Thanks for damaging me apparently beyond repair.

Comments

[aerojad]

You can blast me for this question because there's the chance it could be in real bad taste, but ever since I found out the day/time of year it made me seriously wonder...

Are you choosing to get married in this season to create new memories over the bad?

If so, I don't think it's a bad thing.

[synthesis21]

It's not in bad taste. I've been wondering the same thing myself, actually. Honestly, the timing didn't even dawn on me until a couple weeks ago, and I've been wondering if I did it subconsciously. But now that I have realized it, I'm hoping that it will do exactly what you said - create new memories over the bad. I don't really want to erase the old memories, but maybe by giving myself something positive in this timeframe I'll be able to make it through a bit easier.

[aerojad]

If done correctly, I think it could be quite healthy.

I hope it works, I really do.

[synthesis21]

So do I.