ok, so i might actually be able to pull off this not go to school the last three weeks of school deal. i had a serious conveersation with mr morris and mrs cronee today. mrs crone didnt like the idea but said she'd help me. mr morris said he has to think about it, which is way better then the no that i was expecting. he said he's hesitant because ( Read more... )

well shit. i got this really awesoe job....$10/ hr, 40 hrs a week, set hours, 2 days off, etc....but the training for it is 9-4 the last three weeks of school.....and its mandatory. we all know i don't give a fuck about school, but i do need to graduate to go to sb. i'll be honest. part of me doesn't care about school and would rather just work, ( Read more... )

damn it seems like everywhere i go there is someone or something that is constantly reminding me of my past. it should be nice to leave this town.

i should be happy for her as she is my best friend, but instead i feel angry/bitter/jealous/pissed off. i really hate it when my friends get boyfriends. maybe its because subconsciously i won't let myself be happy. or maybe i am selfish and want all their attention. fuck boyfriends and fuck wasting gas.

blah blah blah stil sick as a bitch. stayed home from schoola nd called in sick and all that junk. then my madre called me selfish for going out last night, which doesn't really make sense to me because wouldn't it be that i'm not taking care of myself? oh well. had fun with a certain someone new. opps i prob spread my sickness. oh well. today i ( Read more... )

hmm got home from a week campin in yosemite with the school. its amazing how a drug free, alcohol free schoool sponsored trip can be so fun. ya i know i sound mormon or something. my phone is officially a piece of shit. not like it wasn't before. me and zahara and her boyfriend and his friends from the sierra college football team have been ( Read more... )

my oh my. i was in the worst mood a couple hours ago. i was so pissed off that my friends have boyfrieends that they hang out with, and jealous because i want to hang out with them and would prefer that their boyfrieends go to hell. i'm not sure that that makes sense. and i went driving and almost got in an accident so i deecideed to just come home ( Read more... )

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so...this spring break i have pretty much just sat on my ass. well i guess today is only day two, so there is time for something extremely unexpected and exciting to happen. i'm holding out. i've been playing dopewars constantly. i remembeer errecart and i used to always fight for the high score on his computer. i've been pretty high up there. ( Read more... )

laying here, listening to nickatina. could life get any better? well actually i think it could. but i won't talk bout that. sooo i need to cut this lil habit of eating in n out animal fries every night. def not a good thing. and i didn't go to the gym today. yes horrible. i think that this year i've turned into a horrible lazy flake. i always tell ( Read more... )