New Year and the like.

[sutanri]

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[darksolez]

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to you too, Stan. Let's have a look at your rants. If the end of your job is on the horizon, not to worry, as I've said before. There'd be another job lined up, and like you said, you've made money out of it. It's all experience, even if it's painful

[sutanri]

I suppose the issue with the job is just more that it's a double failure. Failure to actually do my job well is one, but the failure to cope with the job is more of a worry for me. But yeah, I have learnt a lot from working there. I can now pretend to know about electronics.

And the issue with the clothes I suppose is more that my rather large dislike of the whole situation makes me the odd one out, and it's just me getting in the way of everyone else. The same is true of dancing, though I don't really mind other people dancing, and choice in music and stuff like that. I'm just not really sure what to do with stuff like that.

The gig was fun, yeah :D

I think me being mopey does cause people trouble - people tend to either get a bit sad themselves and divert attention to trying to help me (most likley to no avail) or get frustrated with me. I'll have to learn to stop it, or at least lie. I hate lying >.<.

Thanks much for the comment and such.

[darksolez]

If everyone else is in their element with their clothes coming off, perhaps you are the most sensible...! I too have a love of honesty, so your best bet is to try and avoid it happening at all. Which rest assured, is possible. And you're welcome, anything I can do just let me know.

[sutanri]

Haha, that's a nicer way of putting it :P. And yeahhh, I've been improving on that front. I think if my resolutions go better this year I'll be 99% free of such moments, so wish me luck on those.

[sutanri]

That still makes no sense to me, I was checking the figures all the time. And as if the fact that I could see the numbers and how faily they were with my own eyes wasn't enough, it really felt like I was failing when I was speaking to everyone in the store and getting absolutely nothing. I suppose the immediately stopping thing just seems bad because I did exactly the same thing with my last job, and it's all building with this image I seem to have built up for myself as rather lazy :/

I have no clue why she asked me to play, she clearly just had the wrong idea about the kind of thing we played - that said, my Mum definitely explained it to her o.O. Either way, it was funny.

[uchuulax]

Stan, don't.

[sutanri]

Don't what?