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The simple things
For some reason, all I want at this point is back scratches, a stuffed Gonzo from the Muppet Babies, and possibly a pet squid. I would totally settle for a stuffed squid, though. This is what KMFDM does to my brain at 10 am. Aren't we all just fucking children looking for our fucking toys at some point?! Doesn't that just make the world our ( Read more... ) -
The guy from the hamburger train, right?!
So, it's been a long, strange journey. 5 years later, I'm done. Free. to do as I please. It feels strange. I don't know where to go. once you've had that freedom limited, then you truly know what it's like to be fucked. Now, I have to decided what kind of grown up I shall be. Within the confines of me being considered an "adult" anyways. That's ( Read more... ) -
Sailin' On
It's been a while..The internet is an elusive, and crafty whore out here. Lots of madness and joy and weirdness has transpired. In the hindsight, I feel more like a real person all the time. I obviously still have work to do, but there is no end. It is a work of art that will never be finished being painted. The constant desire to not turn back ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
I know we don't talk much anymore, but I feel the need to broach the subject. It's something that I would gladly tell you to your face, but we don't see each other anymore. Which I don't hold against you. All I care about is that you're happy. Having said that, I miss you everyday. It's hard not to have my best friends and the only other person ( Read more... ) -
Everyone likes a quickie
So, since the last few posts, here's the skinny: Got a new job, again...This one seems to be almost all that I want. I get to smoke at the machine I work at. I get to listen to the Ipod, and no one bothers me about it. It's 1st shift, 7-3pm. I get paid weekly, though sadly, I'm back to $8.50 an hr. All in all, it's pretty much the perfect job. Now ( Read more... ) -
All this shit, blood and cum on my hands...
So, this is more of a broadcast than an update. I'm working some new tarded ass job, and it's a factory. Blah blah. Whatever. Lots of rednecks and random, half ass attractive chicks. Still kind of hiding out when it comes to talking and whatnot. Can't find anyone to relate to as well as previous jobs ( Read more... ) -
I've outgrown that fucking lullaby
So, the last fews days have just been weird as shit. Friday was just an odd amalgam of strange goings on and shitty experiences. Most people I had contact with had something weird, or out of place happen. I don't get it sometimes, but that's pretty on par for me. I haven't updated in a bit, so there's lots of ground to cover, which I will not try ( Read more... ) -
What is this that stands before me?
Where the fuck do I start?!? So many fucking things have happened, and I've been sorely fucking remiss on reporting...Having said that, I've found a new fucking zest for life. I have a lot of reasons for not so much liking life, but fuck that shit! It's awesome. Experiences that I've in the past few weeks have proven to me that there's beauty in ( Read more... ) -
Beauty and Stupid
In the last few days, I have come to realize many a things....One being that I'm still like 6 years old inside. In a way that doesn't make me feel too awfully retarded. More in the vein of I"m enjoying all sorts of small things, and feeling somewhat stable. Even though I know I'm decidedly not. The next is that some things never go away. Things ( Read more... )