Life is looking up while people are looking down. Its all been hectic and emotions are red-lining. Rage is coming out of places that are supposed to be solid but I am standing strong. My fists are unclenched for fear of reasonless anger. I will survive and I will do it with a smile on my face. I'm going this weekend to get my passport with my ( Read more... )

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You know what I see?.... You have this big....HONKIN....booger hangin outta your left nostril. and if I was you.... I would use THIS finger to PICK IT OUT!

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So this is the day of thunkin...Nothing too bad, but just enough to get under the skin.... Just life is happening...and it didn't for so long..... and now its coming on really fast.... and I'm not sure how to take it. I'll be fine I'm sure.

I don't understand myself enough to explain me.....I can't ask for forgiveness for not wanting to question why.... I don't beleive in fairytails... and I do believe in fate. I can't say I'm afraid of life, but I can say that I'm afraid without it. Soooooo many things have been thrown my way, and so many things have been dealt with...I've been ( Read more... )

Hello world....strange that the spider is in the sink, she says hello. I got a hair slice and I had an apple for the morning snack. Can't wait to see Dylan again, its always splendid.... I want movie night STAT. They're cutting hours at my place of moolah but they have love for this homie so the cutting is slim... no worries. Talk at you later ( Read more... )

So me n Bri are over....I'm pretty sure its going to be for good. It hurts but I think that I'll be fine soon. I'm spending more time with Britt and Andru and its nice because they're keeping my mind off of things. I'm about to move in with Shelle in a coupla weeks. I hooked her up with my dad like a week ago and things seem to be going fine ( Read more... )

We're now watching "Last Action Hero" its pretty freekin pimp. I love Brian a lot still (and always will)Our one year is this October 4th and I'm totally sooo sooper cited, I've been working on his presents for a really long time I just know that he's gunna love 'em. And then his berfday is like a week later so I'm working on that present too.... ( Read more... )

So I took the job at Marlene's and I've been working there for about three days now. I finally have tomorrow and monday off so thats pretty sweet. My first night off in a week brian decided to go to chris's house to stay the night...which is nice (sort of)I got some laundry done, some more stuff packed, I watched some shows that I don't get to ( Read more... )

First off I'd like to apologize to Liam for not getting back to you in time, I know two of the three bands mentioned and am friends with some of the members of both, I would have loved it, I'm sorry i missed it. As far as my life, I am still working at Blue Skies, I love it there...but unfortunately I'm moving too far to work there, I think my ( Read more... )