I see the pattern, i know how you work. Yet, i cannot stop myself from loving you. Im dumb and foolish and my heart is yours. Maybe one day i can feel nothing when i see you. Maybe i cam treat you as if you never existed like you do me. The difference was i loved you but you never really loved me...

Congratulations... Youve broken me to a point i cant see anyone but you. I was in love you but you never loved me. Im dying inside because i believed you. It will never matter to you how mich youve hurt me. That kills me..

Never going to be good enough, or what you want if you never really even give us a try. I hope you find what you need to be whole. Thanks for tearing me apart in your efforts.

ikinda miss livejournal alot.

well not all of them but there are a few who think their lives are the only one you should be worried about. and jusmp to conclusions when you don't call them back they are fuckin NUTTTS

been on here in so long it's crazy

Gahd i miss it. i miss being pregnant but i love that my baby is here. i don't plan on getting knocked up again for quite some time ( Read more... )

I am a mommy how weird is that??

so if you're not on myspace you can't really read the other blog i keep cause i had to make it private because matt's crazy ex was being a stalker. so anyways ( Read more... )

i never come to this site anymore. and that is sad