i just bought myself 6 months of freedom.  no car, though.

conclusion: i'm the smartest person in the world.

Dear family,

We're breaking up.  Thanks for everything.  I love you and nobody will ever be able to replace you, but this is necessary.

Love,

Helen

Priorities and energy levels are the same thing, and I have just grounded myself for a very long time.  My health, my family's well-being, and securing a decent job/internship for the summer while studying for GRE's.  These are the only things that I am allowed to care for, and not one of them reaches my heart.

If only I had a bigger heart.

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Age 12: "I wonder how it would feel to be fat/stupid/ugly/failing at school... How does one even BEGIN to get that bad at school?  To get any grade below a B... that's like gaining 50 pounds and not noticing, not that I would mind.  Everyone's fatter than I am.  I'd rather be below average in every way than have to put up with other people."

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money makes the world go round, and natural selection is gonna pwn my obsolete ass.

I think I need money.

Yes, I'm as stupid as the stupidest reason possible for why I need money. If I were smarter, I'd have kicked myself in the face, but I'm just NOT THAT FLEXIBLE.

do you know what i'm saying???

So, yeah. Let's run far, far, far away and not come back until youth is completely stomped out/burned out/aged out.

I can't pay off these motherfucking loans.

I have class in two hours. I AM going, because going to class isn't about learning, it's about being in the correct mindset to learn.

Tyler has this housemate named Ed who is mentally retarded. Despite how lacking his brain is, he does nothing but study, and within ten years I will most likely post an intensely bitter lj-entry about how much I hate my boss because he's fucking stupid, and I will call him "Ed." You know, in case my boss starts checking his employee's ljs ( Read more... )

It's another boring Asian parent dinner party at my house, except not so much boring as it is noisy and annoying. Dumb kids. They suck at their own videogames, which in my book just makes them worthless. If you're gonna bring your gamecube over to my house, at least be somewhat skilled at the games you own. Otherwise, you're all fools and I ( Read more... )