So, I haven't posted in some time mostly because I've found other means of blogging that I tend to get more excited about, if you will. Oddly enough, no one reads that either. Recently though, I've been thinking a lot about my ex and heartbreak and new beginnings from old ones. I am very much ready to let this weight of "Kevin Weiler" to be ( Read more... )

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Genius.

More time has passed than we were together and yet....I still fucking love your stupid ass. I was over it ya know? Over this song and dance. Then tonight someone hugged me. It was probably a hug that went on too long, but it felt so comforting and just...nice ( Read more... )

Amazing. Just f-ing amazing

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was fun. I didn't expect it to be but it was. I wish I could have seen Jessica. I wish Laura would have called me back. Most importantly, I saw him for the first time in 6 months. It was as if we didn't skip a beat. We had fun, laughed, said all our inside jokes and noises and motions. He said we should hang out, seriously. I said yeah ( Read more... )

I just want to be fucking over it already. I thought it wasn't as bad as the first time because I thought I wasn't in love, but it sure feels like it did then. I looked at recent pictures...stupidly...and my stomach turned, my scarf felt tighter, and I wanted to die. That's not good. Those are just pictures...I probably would literally die on ( Read more... )

Wow...I have not felt this depressed in a long time. I just found out I'm getting a B- in my digital photo class. B-!! Who the fuck get's that when they want to do it for the rest of their life? No one. I fucking suck. I don't how I'm suppose to get into Grad schools with that kind of grade. I just want a constant...some order. That's why I ( Read more... )

Well...another heart break to add to the list. Luckily this time it ACTUALLY made sense to break-up. It sucks because well...we were really amazing together, but I'm not an idiot and I understand that we're busy...I am busy. I have no idea what the future holds for next school year and so...a serious relationship just can't happen. I'm thankful ( Read more... )

It's funny how this is called LiveJournal and yet I use it as if no one was going to read this...maybe ever because my entries are lame as I seem to say every now and then how lame they are and blah blah it's a vicious cycle. I've been so fucking busy I literally sometimes forget to eat, pee, get some water...things people NEED to do. I don't ( Read more... )

I put this ad out on craigslist asking if there were any dudes out there that wanted to play ping-pong. Holy god...I got 45 responses...no lie. I didn't put in a picture or anything I just said the word "ping-pong." Mind you after going over the 45 I came out with about 10 or SO that passed the attractive and/or weird and/or fake test. Some may ( Read more... )