ok so. it's been probably a year since i've journaled at lj? who knows.. anyhow. things in life are going fairly well, although i'd give anything to be living in san marcos right now. don't get me wrong, houston has its pros and cons, but once you've lived in a college town you never want to leave. everyone is doing their own things for the summer ( Read more... )

All right. It's been a hell of a long time. But I just need to get this out because it is literally driving me insane. So my ex-boyfriend tells me today that he is going to pursue a romantic relationship with the one girl who hates me most in the world. Interesting turn of events, eh? Funny since I called it about a year ago when both decided that ( Read more... )

so college is really quiet. i'm going to enjoy it for the next couple of days because i know as soon as august 23rd rolls around, i won't get any quiet unless i run to the library, which quite frankly is too far uphill for me to actually seek its uses too often. (good thing one of my classes is there? yes..) anyhow. moving in wasn't too bad at all ( Read more... )

so lately i've been kind of worried that all the friendships i've worked so hard to maintain all through high school are slowly disintegrating in front of my eyes. it's not intentional by any means, and i know that i play as big a part in the downfall as anyone else. we're all just so damn busy with work and with other things that it is so ( Read more... )

all my life i've been driven by the purpose of portraying this image of myself for the world. the irony, therefore, lies in the fact that the perception of me by others is, in fact, the antithesis of this ideal i had for myself. one more thing to add to my list of submediocrity ( Read more... )

guess i'm feeling kind of disappointed in the whole college process we've all gone through this year. yea, i've known basically where i'll be going for the next 4 years of my life since junior year. but it's so hard to see my friends whom i know are overqualified being rejected and wait-listed. i know we'll never know why certain people get into ( Read more... )

basically, men's club was such a bust that i cannot even express it in words. at least i got a cute tshirt, right? riiiight. i am currently undergoing a re-evaluation of my friendships, and things aren't looking too favorable. people haven't been acting the same towards me, and their behavior is shocking and upsetting. oh well, right? it's just ( Read more... )

so texas state this weekend. one word can describe my experience : LOVE. mrs garcia had no idea how right she was when she told us we had one foot in bellaire and one foot in whereever we're going next year. i am so ready. i'm so ready to experience college and life by myself. i'm ready to be an "adult" and just have fun. i'm so excited. we went to ( Read more... )

so why do we even have relationships anyways. we get our hearts broken, we break other people's hearts, we end up disillusioned and disappointed. what is the point. i've built up so many walls because of past relationships. i find it harder and harder to trust people. i find myself more easily annoyed with the ones i love and call my dearest ( Read more... )

hopefully the last finals of high school...

PrinzessinAnya: go study for your finals... NOW!

i always knew i loved ann linsley-kennedy.

WE ARE PRETTY MUCH HALFWAY THROUGH WITH OUR LAST YEAR. yay.