money makes me uncomfortable. i have never had it and i dont particularly want it since it seems to turn people into trendy morons. i buy clothes at kmart, ive never used a valet and the most expensive thing i own is my skin. im fine with that and i have never known anything different. the one thing that peeves me about people with money is the ( Read more... )

in the past week i have heard more comments on my weight than i have ever wanted to hear. ive been pretty bummed out and feeling self-conscious so i havent really left my house. i guess i invited the criticism in some regards but it doesnt make it hurt any less. im not blind and i am not stupid, i know what i am and how i look. im not particularly ( Read more... )

i was having a conversation with someone this morning, reminiscing about mutual friends we have through hardcore. at one point i traded a story about something that happened in 2000 and he kinda laughed and said he was in primary school then. made me realise its been nine years since i have been going to hardcore shows. nine years and counting. it ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel like atlas. except completely powerless.

i wish i had the answers.

tomorrow i start the couch to 5km program. im looking forward to it. i was a bit nervous that i couldnt even jog for one minute but i just jogged on the spot for 90 seconds and wasnt too out of breath so hopefully will be ok. im under no illusions as how to how unfit i am but this is designed for people who dont exercise at all. i like the idea of ( Read more... )

monte cristo is a bust, all the rooms are booked out. so no trip to wagga.

i just wanna do something with my easter break and not spend every day moping around my flat without ever going outside. i need to go camping or something. anyone?

im a bit of a weakling at the moment. some kind of cold-bronchial-wiped-out-flu thing kicked my ass for at least a week but im on the mend. just in time for the weekend ( Read more... )

i saw ill brigade on thursday night. they make me want to quit my job and live in a basement and do nothing but hang out with kids and listen to youth crew records all day ( Read more... )

i never thought i would enjoy four days in a beach house with ten mid-forty-year-old women but i did. trivia pursuit, garbage bag dresses, too much food, making up songs, ssssatan, jam jars and hanging curtains. good times. making jiggsy eat chili crocodile was also amusing ( Read more... )

im in adelaide from thursday 5th - monday 9th march. its for the annual 'goddess' weekend trip with my mum. i kinda need to make up for being a brat over christmas. i wanted to hire a car so i can go see everyone but its looking to cost more than my flights so now i dont know if i will. im keen to have dinner on thursday night if it can be ( Read more... )