it's getting harder and harder to say i love you without hearing it back

how long am i expected to do this

My stomach is churning. I don't want to know what he has to say.

I have a blog http://phoeberachel.blogspot.com/Read more... )

I've been reading all of my past entries lately, I'm not even close to being half way through them. How surreal, yet wonderful, to have all these memories documented!

I've changed so much...

Welll.... yep, here it is, my birthday again!

Except this year I'm 25. A quarter of a century.

Scary.

25. Twenty-five.

I keep saying it, and it keeps seeming surreal.

Why does this feel like such a milestone?

Wow I haven't posted on here in like two months, craziness ( Read more... )

Or something ( Read more... )

emo emo emo emo emo..... etc etc ( Read more... )

I don't think there are words to describe the beauty of this city and of the Baha'i holy places ( Read more... )

Flying out of SeaTac tomorrow morning, 6 am!

I can't wait. :D