So, I've been thinking a lot lately about life, friends, and the future. The future is something very odd to me. It is something that I can get excited about for all that it holds but it's also something that I've very scared of because you just don't know what it has in store for you. The past gives me the same feeling as well except there are ( Read more... )

Temptation ( Read more... )

So, my birthday kicked ass. First, London swept me away after making my complete stressed out. All he told me was to be ready after work. He didn't tell me what time to be ready, what to wear, or any hints as to what we were doing. How can I pick out something to wear when I don't have any direction to go in? Tip: Next time, let me know a time to ( Read more... )

"If you look at anyone who has achieved great success and wealth, people like Warren Buffett, Oprah Winfrey, or Lance Armstrong, they have all focused intensely in order to win ( Read more... )

I'm thankful for my family. Each day I realize more and more how lucky I am to have such great parents who would do anything to help me succeed. They have suffereed so that Wesley and I could live a better life than they did, have nicer things, and not have to worry about money. They have had patience, let me make my own mistakes so that I can ( Read more... )

Do you ever have those time when you feel like they love him more? Or that guys doesn't care about you but keeps you around anyway? I wonder if I slipped away, if anyone would notice, and if they happen to, would they care?

I have been engrossed in learning more about finances and such lately. London and I read Smart Couples Finish Rich because we want to retire some day. I also started reading (and finished within 2 day) a book called Rich Dad Poor Dad who really made me step out of the employee quadrant that we're all told to get into. Everyone always tells you to ( Read more... )

I don't know what I want to do anymore. I've lost my ambition, my drive, my motivation. I have no time for anything and haven't had time for me in who knows how long. I can't let it out because I know you'll say, "I told you so." I'm only trying to make the best for us. Work hard now so we can enjoy it later. You roll your eyes at me like I'm crazy ( Read more... )

Last night was so wonderful. I love just being out with you. Thank you.

Was it what you wanted?
Could it be I'm haunted?