I wish I had something insightful to say to make you feel a bit better, but to be honest I really don't. And I'm not going to BS some cliche statement just for the sake of having something to say. I really hope things get better for you soon.
Thanks. I love you, too. I wish I had happy things to talk about, and you know, I swore I wasn't going to use my LJ to bitch about physical pain right now because it wasn't worth it and it would only make me feel worse, but damn it... I usually don't get so DOWN about it, either. I'm having a really hard time pulling myself up this time... and I know that's just something I have to "deal with" (big girl panties and all that, I know) but I really just needed to whine for a few minutes. I'm sorry.
*hugs back* University of Chicago Medical Center this week and Mayo next week... I keep telling people that if they'd just stop POKING ME WITH THINGS I'd feel better almost immediately, but no one's listening. There are smart people working on it, though, so I assume they're doing something productive with all my collective fluids.
I'm sorry about your friend... I read taht entry and meant to go back and comment on it and never got there. So sad - I hope you're okay! :(
You know what I have to say about Tim. Again and again, I say the same thing, but you won't listen to me because, yes, you're under that gigantic Tim-guilt blanket (though WHY I will never understand). But still, I'll say it again, he doesn't deserve you and I don't understand why you have to beat yourself up over him and go out of your way for him, because it obviously never results in anything good. *sigh* But I guess this is one of those situations you have to be in to understand. Still, I wish he didn't cause you that kind of pain and I wish you'd be able to let go of him.
It's just. I really hate to see you upset. And you know that. And I don't mean to be like that about the Tim stuff, because I don't understand and it's not nice of me to talk about things like this when I don't understand them fully. But I just really, really, really want you to be happy, that's all, and it hurts me that you're not, and it hurts me more that I can't help in any way, and just... gah.
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I love you =]
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I'm sorry about your friend... I read taht entry and meant to go back and comment on it and never got there. So sad - I hope you're okay! :(
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You know what I have to say about Tim. Again and again, I say the same thing, but you won't listen to me because, yes, you're under that gigantic Tim-guilt blanket (though WHY I will never understand). But still, I'll say it again, he doesn't deserve you and I don't understand why you have to beat yourself up over him and go out of your way for him, because it obviously never results in anything good. *sigh* But I guess this is one of those situations you have to be in to understand. Still, I wish he didn't cause you that kind of pain and I wish you'd be able to let go of him.
Love you lots. *hugs*
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Love, Anna
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