5.18 CHARACTER REACTION POST
I FOUND DEAN IN A HOTEL PACKING HIS THINGS, GLAD I FOUND HIM BEFORE HE COULD DO ANYTHING STUPID. GLAD I FOUND HIM BEFORE HE… BEFORE HE COULD GIVE HIMSELF OVER TO MICHAEL. IT WASN’T HARD TO FIND HIM AFTER ALL WHEN DEAN SAYS GOOD BYE HE SAYS GOODBYE TO IT ALL, ONE OF THE FEW THINGS I’VE LEARNED SINCE BEING WITH HIM. HE DIDN’T GET THAT HE NEEDED TO COME HOME AND HE WOULDN’T COME. THE GOOD NEWS IS THAT CASTIEL WAS AS PISSED AS I WAS SO ANGEL BACK-UP WAS FULL IN EFFECT. WE MANAGED TO DRAG HIM TO BOBBY’S WHERE WELL… WHERE DEAN WAS A DICK HE TOLD BOBBY THAT HE WASN’T LIKE HIS FATHER…
AND DEAN YOU ARE A JERK.
CASTEIL LEFT TO GO SOMEPLACE AND WELL… WELL HE BROUGHT BACK ADAM AND TO BE HONEST WHAT THE FUCK. SERIOUSLY? OUR BROTHER. THE ANGELS ARE DICKS (WELL OKAY GABE YOU CAN STAY, WE LIKE YOU, MOSTLY, ONLY WHEN YOU ARE NOT FUCKING UP WHICH SEEMS TO BE A REGULAR THING NOW BUT STILL WE LOVE YOU).
SO APPARENTLY ADAM THINKS HE’S CHOSEN AND DOESN’T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT US BECAUSE ALL HE CARES ABOUT IS HIS MOM. WHICH I CAN SEE WHERE HE IS COMING FROM BUT WE ARE BLOOD AND TO ME THAT’S IMPORTANT (ALTHOUGH YES FAMILY DOESN’T END IN BLOOD) BUT GOD FOR OUR BROTHER HE… WELL HE FITS RIGHT IN ACTUALLY HE’S REALLY SARCASTIC AND A DICK AND JUST FULL OF ANGER AND NO HOPE. WHICH IS REALLY NOT HELPING OUR CAUSE AT ALL. IN FACT HE WANTS TO SAY YES BECAUSE THEY TOLD HIM THAT HE WOULD GET TO SEE HIS MOTHER. I TRIED TO CONVINCE HIM BUT IT DIDN’T REALLY WORK. SO I TIRED TO GO TO DEAN.
AND DEAN? YEAH HE’S GIVEN UP, NOT JUST ON LIFE BUT ON ME. APPARENTLY HE THINKS THAT I’M GOING TO SAY YES, WHICH IS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN SO FUCK YOU DEAN FOR THAT. HE JUST… HE THINKS I’M A MONSTER THAT I WILL ALWAYS BE A MONSTER AND HE WANTS TO BRING ME DOWN AND NOT ADAM. AND I KNOW HE’S RIGHT THAT THE KID SHOULDN’T TAKE THE BULLET FOR US BUT JUST, I WANT MY BROTHER IS THERE ANYTHING WRONG WITH WANTING MY BROTHER AND NOT MICHAEL THAT FUCKER?
BECAUSE THAT’S WHAT I WANT I WANT MICHAEL. I JUST WANT DEAN, I WANT TO BE A FAMILY AGAIN, BUT DEAN SEEMS TO HAVE GIVEN UP ON THAT TOO APPARENTLY.
SO DEAN ESCAPES BUT CASTIEL FINDS HIM AND LET’S JUST SAY THAT I NEVER WANT TO BE ON THE RECEIVING END OF THAT EVER.
ADAM ALSO ESCAPES AND THEY TAKE HIM TO THAT HOLDING CELL THING THAT DEAN WAS IN BEFORE (CAS TOLD ME). WE SENT DEAN TO THE BUNKER WHILE WE… WELL I CHOSE TO DECIDE WHAT TO DO. AND IN THE END I CHOSE TO GO AFTER ADAM AND I CHOSE TO LET DEAN GO WITH ME.
BECAUSE WELL…
BECAUSE HE IS MY BROTHER.
AND MAYBE I HAVE FAITH IN HIM AND MAYBE I’M WRONG BUT WELL, THAT’S JUST THE WAY IT IS.
CASTIEL LEFT TO TAKE ON 5 ANGELS AND… I JUST DON’T KNOW IF HE’S OKAY OR WHERE IS HE BUT HE TOOK THEM ON. BUT I SEND OUT ALL MY HOPE TO HIM, I REALLY HOPE HE IS OKAY THAT HE’S NOT… GONE.
WE WENT AFTER ZACHARIAH AND WELL:
TAKE THAT YOU SMARMY BASTARD
DEAN SAID YES BUT WELL HE ENDED UP TAKING IT BACK, IF YOU CAN EVEN DO THAT. AND THEN HE KILLED ZACHARIAH (ALTHOUGH SEEING THAT URIEL IS BACK I'M GUESSING THAT IT'S NOT THE LAST WE WILL SEE OF THAT FUCKER). AS WE WERE ESCAPING ADAM GOT STUCK INSIDE THE ROOM AND I JUST I DON’T KNOW. HE WAS GONE WHEN WE OPENED THE ROOM WHEN WE WENT TO GO AND GET HIM.
I THINK… I THINK DEAN AND I ARE GOING TO BE OKAY. I THINK I THINK HE TRUSTS ME NOW. I REALLY DO.
SO DEAN? YOU AND ME.
LET’S KICK SOME ANGEL ASS
