5x20 In Character Recation Post
SO IN CASE PEOPLE DIDN’T KNOW WE’VE BEEN FOLLOWING A RASH OF FLU OUTBREAKS BECAUSE THEY SOUNDED A LOT LIKE THE CROAT VIRUS (WE SAW SOME BLEEDING STATUES WHICH WERE GROSS). AND UNLESS YOU DIDN’T WELL NOW YOU DO. WE REACHED A HOSPITAL AND IT REALLY DID SOUND LIKE THE CROAT VIRUS ONLY MORE UNDER CONTROL.
WE GOT A CALL FORM BOBBY THAT TOLD US THAT IT WAS MOVING EAST WHICH WAS A WHOLE LOT OF EAST SINCE WE WERE ONLY IN THE MIDDLE OF THE COUNTRY. WHEN HE HUNG UP GUESS WHO POPPED INTO OUR CAR. THAT’S RIGHT. ELLEN’S BOYFRIEND CROWLEY. HE TOLD US THAT HE KNEW WHERE THE HANDLER OF PESTILENCE WAS.
AND TO BE HONEST? I DON’T TRUST THE GUY. I KNOW HE’S BEEN GOOD TO ELLEN BUT REALLY? YOU SHOW UP NOW TELLING US THAT YOU ARE GOING TO HELP?? AND DUDE YOU DON’T TRUST ME? I THOUGHT WE HAD WORKED THROUGH OUR ISSUES. WHICH I GUESS TURNS OUT TO BE FALSE AS HELL. BUT THAT’S THE TRUTH. HE ENDED UP GOING WITH CROWLEY AFTER THE DEMON, TO WHICH I WASN’T INVITED TOO.
I ENDED UP ALONE AND WHEN I’M ALONE I END UP THINKING REALLY STUPID SHIT. AND I KNOW IT’S STUPID SHIT BUT HERE’S THE DEAL: OKAY SO WE GET THEIR RINGS THAT’S GREAT. I MEAN WOW WE DID IT, WE CAN NOW OPEN THE GATE AND SHOVE LUCIFER BACK IN. I MEAN THAT’S AMAZING WE HAVE A WAY TO DEFEAT HIM. ONLY, THAT’S NOT THE WAY IT WORKS DOES IT? NOT REALLY. JUST BECAUSE THERE IS A DOOR DOESN’T MEAN THAT SOME ONE IS GOING TO WALK THOUGHT IT.
JUST BECAUSE I OPEN A DOOR DOESN’T MEAN THAT DEAN OR BOBBY OR ANYONE I CARE ABOUT WOULD WALK THROUGH. AND LUCIFER? LUCIFER IS NOT GOING TO JUST WALK BACK INTO HIS CAGE. SOME ONE NEEDS TO GET HIM INTO THE DOOR. AND I THINK THAT I COULD DO IT. I MEAN BOBBY DID IT. SO I HAVE TO HAVE FAITH THAT I AM STRONGER THAN HIM. I KNOW I’M ANGRY AND THAT SOMETIMES I DON’T DO THE SMARTEST THINGS BUT I THINK I COULD GET HIM TO WALK THOUGHT THAT DOOR. AT LEAST… I WANT TO THINK THAT I COULD.
I KNOW BOBBY IS RIGHT WHEN HE SAYS THAT IT’S A STUPID IDEA. HE’S RIGHT WHEN HE SAYS THAT I HAVE NOT A CHANGE IN HELL TO MAKE LUCIFER BEND TO MY WILL. BUT I WANT TO HAVE HOPE THAT SOMEWHERE INSIDE OF ME THAT I AM STILL GOOD. I MEAN IF I HAVE FAITH THEN THAT SHOULD COUNT FOR SOMETHING. BUT THEN WHAT WAS HOPE EVER REALLY GONE FOR ME. IN ALL HONESTY…
…. I DON’T KNOW ANY MORE (AND I THINK I MIGHT BE A LITTLE TIPSY).
AND THEN WHEN I THINK SHIT CAN’T GET ANY WORSE DEAN BRINGS HOME FUCKING BRADY WHO ISN’T EVEN FUCKING BRADY OH NO. TURNS OUT HE’S A DEMON AND NOT ONLY HE IS ANY DEMON BUT HE’S THE DEMON WHO FUCKING INTRODUCED ME TO JESSICA. THAT ASS WHOLE. WHICH MEANS THAT HE’S THE ONE WHO FUCKED UP JESSICA’S LIFE. HE’S THE ONE WHO MADE IT SO THAT SHE DIED. HE’S THE ONE WHO DENIED HER A LIFE. HE RUINED THE LIFE THAT SHE COULD HAVE HAD.
BECAUSE THE FUCKER WAS THE ONE WHO BURNED HER ON THE CEILING. HE’S THE FUCKER WHO TOOK HER LIFE AWAY FRO HER. AND I JUST LOOKING AT HIS FACE PISSES ME OFF SO MUCH IT HURTS. THAT FUCKER. I WANT TO RIP HIM TO PIECES.
BUT DEAN TRUSTS ME. I WANTED TO RIP HIM APART I WANTED TO RUIN HIM AND RIP HIM LIMB FROM FUCKING LIMB. BUT LIKE I SAID I WAS SO CLOSE, SO CLOSE TO YANKING HIS ASS, AND JUST SENDING HIM BACK TO HELL, SENDING HIM BACK TO THE PIT. BUT IN THE END I KNEW, I KNEW THAT DEAN WAS RIGHT. THAT I HAD TO NOT HURT HIM SO I CHOSE NOT TOO. I CHOSE NOT TO HURT HIM.
TURNS OUT THAT CROWLEY ISN’T THE MORON THAT I MADE HIM OUT TO BE AND HE GOT US THE LOCATION OF PESTILENCE. WHICH WAS NICE OF HIM. HE DID IT BY SAVING THAT THE DEMON WAS HIS LOVER AND BECAUSE OF THAT HA CHOSEN TO JOIN CROWLEY’S SIDE. TURNS OUT WHEN YOU THINK YOU'RE GOING TO DIE AND THAT THE BIG BOSS HATES YOU THAT YOU WILL TURN GIVE UP INFORMATION EASY.
HE WAS TRACKED BY A HELLHOUND ONLY CROWLEY ALSO HAS A HELLHOUND WHICH APPARENTLY IS BIGGER THAN THE ONES THAT LUCIFER CONTROL AND MORE POWERFUL. HIS HELLHOUND KICKED THE OTHER HELLHOUNDS ASS AND WE WERE ABLE TO ESCAPE. WHICH THANK GOD.
IN THE END AFTER WE HAD GOTTEN THE LOCATION DEAN LET ME HAVE MY VENGEANCE. HE LET ME KILL THAT DEMON AND BRING HIM DOWN. BEFORE I KILLED HIM HE SAID THAT I WAS LIKE I DEMON IN THAT I SAW MYSELF AS THEM AND MAYBE THAT WAS THE REASON I HATED THEM BECAUSE THE SAME STUFF RAN THROUGH MY VEINS THAT RAN THROUGH THEIR VEINS AND BECAUSE OF THAT I SHOULD SEE IT FROM THEIR SIDE. WHICH IS AN INTERESTING THEORY IF IT WAS TRUE. I’M NOT LIKE THEM, I’M NOT A DEMON. BECAUSE I CARE ABOUT THE PEOPLE I SAVE. I CARE ABOUT THE PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD. SO HE CAN TAKE HIS PLAN AND SUCK IT.
BECAUSE IN THE END I SEE HUMANS AS GOOD I DON’T SEE THE GENOCIDE OF THE HUMAN RACE AS A SOLUTION TO THE PROBLEM THAT HAPPENS ON EARTH. AND I KNOW THAT BECAUSE I CARE ABOUT THESE PEOPLE I KNOW THAT I AM NOT A DEMON.
MY HUMANITY IS THE REASON I KNOW I’M NOT ONE OF THEM.
SO INTERESTING THEORY BUT FALSE.