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3 days off, and what have i done?
lets kind of not talk about it.
my clothes are all clean.
but the batteries on my walkman just died.
ive been in the computer lab for one and a half hours.
i know its going to be really cold outside.
work 8 hours tomorrow and the next 4 days after that.
one of my pedals on my bike broke.
yep that sucked.

i had ice cream and coffee for breakfast. and i ditched work. i love ditching work, because i hate being there so much. i think i want to buy a drum this weekend. i think i want to do something other than work and sleep. i think life could be way better if i made more effort. i mean i kind of have plenty to be happy and content with.

today was good. and wierd. im wierd. but its cool ( Read more... )

okay. i dont hate everything. but i hate a lot of stuff and a lot of people. like dumb ass people who shop at the co-op and think they are saving the planet by not using a paper bag but then drive away in their SUVs. and like dumb-ass hippi jock bros who drive big trucks and have dredlocks and think Humboldt is cool because they can smoke lots of ( Read more... )

i hate everything but my calculator watch

ugh.
all i want is a burrito with some soda, and some ice cream with cookies. and a cool place to live.
oh and baazillion dollars.. annnnndddddd some other stuff

so i have 4 days to pack and leave my house. i have to work 8 hours of each of those 4 days. i have no where to live. my timing of life events is incredible. had i thought about this all a week ago it may have been easier. but instead i was obsessing over starting my new job. now i have the job, now im homeless. this is how my life works here in ( Read more... )

well so now i work at the co-op. after two solid weeks of torturously not knowing what the guy was gonna say, he gave me a job. thanks dudeguy. so today was my first day.. and it went just fine. good and akward as a first day should be. meeting co-workers and not knowing what i should be doing is really fun. i filled out lots of paper work and i ( Read more... )

hey okay, so this guy at the co-op is wierd. every day is tomorrow for him. and for me its just today. and im lucky i can speak and eat and walk around. i feel like i need to go online at least once in a day so i can check in with people who arent in this little town. this little town yes. i cant tell anymore if i like it. i mean, i do like it. its ( Read more... )