Demon Desire
Title: Demon Desire
Author: soneayeong
Genre: Gore, Fantasy, Romance, Yaoi, Angst, Mystery, DBSK, Horror
Rating: Nc 17
Length: Chaptered
Pairing: JaeHo
Warning: Underage YunHo
A/N: Unbetaed
Summary:
A boy is born to serve him,
A boy is born to love him,
A boy is born to bear his child
And…
A boy is born to die for him…
Previous: (Prologue) (1) (2)
A/N: Sorry that i was late with updating this fic, i was too busy to post yesterday...
But... I hope that you all still like my fic, so please remember to leave a comment ^_^
Have fun with this new chapter!
Chapter 3
A few weeks later…
Remembering what had happened a few weeks ago he smiled, JaeJoong had kissed him on his forehead! He had been so nervous at that moment, but he had been worried for nothing, JaeJoong was just… perfect! JaeJoong was really a nice man and he could trust him! JaeJoong had even told him that he loved him and that that was the reason why he was here! At first he had been a little unsure about it, simply because he had decided at that moment to not fall in love with the king, but… If JaeJoong loved him, and only him, then there was nothing wrong with loving him back right? He didn’t had dared it to ask him if he already had a lover before him, a girl maybe, but he had nothing heard about it and he didn’t had seen anybody here! But, was JaeJoong really able to love another man? Was he a… gay? And, was he a gay because he loved JaeJoong? How could he know that he was a gay if JaeJoong was the first person he ever had loved in his life?
He had tried to talk with the guard, trying to learn more about JaeJoong and if there had lived another girl or boy before here in the palace, but the guard said that he didn’t knew it and he didn’t had asked more, he still wasn’t comfortable with the guard, he didn’t trusted him, even after all those weeks he was living here. He just seemed… strange. But because he needed the guard if he wanted to leave his room he tried to ignore his instincts and to… just talk to him. But, the point was, nobody was telling him anything about JaeJoong, every time he asked something about the king, nobody was answering him, they didn’t knew anything or they were too busy to talk with him… He knew that everybody tried to avoid him when he wanted to talk about JaeJoong, they just didn’t wanted to talk about it. The people inside the REALLY large kitchen didn’t wanted to tell him anything and even the people who were working inside the palace to keep every room and all the hallways clean, didn’t talked to him, because the needed to work, or, that was what they were telling him. But YunHo was not stupid!
He knew that all the people he had talked to just didn’t wanted to talk to him, not about JaeJoong, or his former relationships, maybe they weren’t allowed to talk about their king? JaeJoong was their master and they were working for him, so maybe they were just respecting him and was that the reason? He didn’t worried about it, but he was a little bit frustrated, he wanted to know more about JaeJoong, who he was, how had he become a king? Had he brothers or sisters? Where his parents death or where they still alive, but not living here in the palace? He had so much questions, and almost no answers… and that was frustrating him. JaeJoong also didn’t had kissed him again since the last time, but he was really nice for YunHo, they were eating every evening together in a REALLY large dinner room with a really large table, he had tried to count the chairs but he had stopped when he had counted more than fifthly chairs, and there were still more! But, he had seen that JaeJoong almost never ate much food, as if he not really liked it to eat, but every time when he had asked JaeJoong if he didn’t liked it he told him that he just had no hungry and that he didn’t needed to worry about it.
But, a few hours later, when he was again alone inside his bedroom, he heard that something was going on. He heard how a girl was screaming REALLY hard, she yelled, cried and spoke in a language he didn’t understood, maybe it was not even Asian! But the point was, he heard how the guard who stood before his door, shouted and… ran away from his door, probably to see what was going on and to do something for the poor girl who needed help somewhere else. Was the girl he had heard in danger? Did she needed help? He heard how more things were happening, strange voices were hissing and where now also shouting angry at each other, and again, he didn’t recognized the language they were speaking. And then… suddenly… the girl stopped with screaming and… it was silent. What was going on? Had somebody helped the poor girl he had heard? But, what had happened? Why had she screamed that way? Had she had a accident? Slowly he walked toward the door and… opened it. He hated the thought to be alone, especially now that he had heard how the girl had screamed, she had seemed so afraid of something… So, when he had opened the door he hoped to see that there was still somebody who was here to watch over him, especially now that he had heard the scary scream. He knew that his guard had walked away and that he wasn’t allowed to leave his room, but there would be no problem if he just looked around him, to see if a new guard was coming to watch over him. But just when he had opened his door, he saw… how a little boy from maybe nine years old lied on the ground, his whole body was…
The poor boy was emaciated and covered in dirt! Totally forgetting that he wasn’t allowed to leave his room, he ran toward the boy, not caring if JaeJoong had told him to NOT leave his bedroom and tried to help the little kid. “Oh my…” YunHo stared wide-eyed at the boy and realized that something VERY bad had happened to him, he was wounded and would die if he wasn’t getting help! “Don’t worry, I call for somebody who can help you” whispered YunHo, but just when he tried to run away the boy grabbed him by his arm. “No… please… Hide me… I don’t want to die… My sister, she is death… I don’t want to die like her, please!” YunHo stared at the little kid, what was he saying? He was still so young! Was he telling the truth? Was he in danger and had his sister really died? But where? And when?! There was here no danger, this palace was from JaeJoong, he owned this palace, he would not allow it that something like this would happen here! So, was this boy just confused and shocked, and had something happened OUTSIDE this palace and was it a accident that he was now here? Maybe somebody had tried to help him and his sister but they had been too afraid and they had ran away from the guards who had tried to help them?
Looking at the little kid who was so afraid he… felt horrible! The kid remembered him of himself, he had also been in danger when he had been younger, and he KNEW how afraid the boy was. He saw the fear in the kid’s eyes, the way his lips were trembling, the tears in his eyes… But he also knew that he needed to be strong and that he needed to get help for him, even now that the little bo was so afraid. “Don’t worry, nothing will happen to you” spoke YunHo calmly and… he pulled his arm away from the boy and ran through the dark hallways, away from the little kid. “HELP! SOMBEDOY!” He didn’t saw that EVERY shadow behind him started to move when he had shouted for the first time, he also missed that the shadows were following him, whispering softly… And then… He saw JaeJoong! He stood in the shadows and… YunHo stopped and stared for a moment at JaeJoong, worried. Why was he looking so strange? He seemed not himself… he had a unusual look in his eyes, but before he could do or say something JaeJoong looked like himself again. “YunHo, why are you here? Has something happened to you?” YunHo noted that JaeJoong sounded suspicious about something and he looked behind YunHo as if he was checking something, but when he turned around to look at the same direction as JaeJoong he… saw nothing, only a empty hallway and a lot shadows!
“No, nothing happened to me but… I’m not the one who need help, there is a boy and he is the one who need help! He is wounded and he…” YunHo swallowed and felt that he was shivering. “He told me that his sister had died here and that…. He was afraid that somebody wanted to kill him! He is really wounded and need help!” YunHo did a few steps forward and grabbed the king by his arm and looked pleadingly at the older man. “Please, help him!” begged YunHo and tried to blink his tears away, he didn’t wanted to look weak and crying from the tension and the stress was not a way to show JaeJoong that he was stronger now.
And then, he saw a strange look in JaeJoong’s eyes, almost as if he was… angry? But why did he looked angry? Had he done something wrong? Was JaeJoong angry with him because he had left his bedroom? But this was a emergency! He needed to leave his bedroom! But he wasn’t sure if he had seen it correctly because already after a few seconds, JaeJoong looked like himself again and he nodded to YunHo. “Show me where you have found him” spoke JaeJoong slowly and placed his hand on YunHo’s shoulder to keep him close. Was JaeJoong afraid that there was something dangerous here and was JaeJoong protecting him? Was that the reason why JaeJoong was holding him? YunHo wasn’t sure what was going on, but he had no problems with it, he even liked it to feel JaeJoong so close! “I have found him in the hallway besides my bedroom… I head how a girl was screaming and the guard before my door ran away… and I was worried that something had happened and I wanted to see what was going on and if I was alone again when I found the boy. He didn’t told JaeJoong that he had been nervous to be alone without a guard before his door while he had heard how the girl had screamed… He didn’t wanted to look like a little kid who needed to be taken care of, so he didn’t spoke about that and hoped that JaeJoong wouldn’t notice it.
“There he is” said YunHo while he pointed at the kid who still lied on the ground, shivering and probably too weak to do anything more than that. He ran toward the kid and knelt beside him, “I have called for help, you are safe now” said YunHo while he tried to calm the little boy. But when the boy saw who was standing beside him he… started to scream! He screamed and screamed, his whole body started to shake and he… tried to crawl away from them! “No, no…no…” the boy cried and… than he… stopped. He closed his eyes and he lied still on the ground, he had lost his consciousness. “What happened to him? Can you help him?” YunHo looked worried and confused at JaeJoong, the boy had almost seemed… scared for JaeJoong… And then he shivered, he didn’t liked it to see this little kid so valuable and weak. He saw that JaeJoong made a movement with his hand and suddenly a guard stepped forward and he lifted the boy up in his arms. But… where had the guard game from? He didn’t had seen the guard coming, or standing nearby… But he had no time to worry about the guard, he only wanted to know what was going to happen with the boy. “Will he be alright?” He saw how the guard carried the boy away and… he felt worried for the boy, he had been so afraid! “He will be alright, I will personally take care of him and search for his parents” spoke JaeJoong while he walked back toward his bedroom and opened the door, but didn’t spoke more about the boy and what was going to happen with him.
“I’m not angry that you have left you room, it was a natural human response” said JaeJoong while he closed the door behind them when they were inside his bedroom. “But… please don’t do it again, if something is happened again, or you need help, and there is nobody here to protect you, you need to call for help, it is just too…” JaeJoong stopped and sighed. “Come and sit beside me” said JaeJoong while he walked toward his bed and sat down. “I need to tell you a few things, you have the right to know the truth now…” YunHo frowned, he had looked a little surprised by what JaeJoong had said to him, JaeJoong had told him that his response was a ‘normal human response’ but he had talked about it as if… it was strange for him, as if it was something he had read in a book… But YunHo shook his head and shrugged it off. Still frowning he looked at the king and felt nervous, he had wanted to know what was happening for a long time, what was happening here and what had happened in his past, but now that was ready to give him some answers he was… just nervous… But he did what JaeJoong had asked him and sat down on the bed, besides JaeJoong with his hands folded in his lap and a loud pounding heartbeat.
“You are probably curious why you were never allowed to look outside, and why you always need to have a guard with you when you want to leave you bedroom and to walk freely around in the palace… And… I’m sure that you want to know what has happened to you mother…” JaeJoong spoke slowly, he was going to lie to YunHo about a lot things now, but he needed to do it, to give the human boy some answers, even if they were not true. He wasn’t really nervous about telling some lies, he always lied, to anybody, telling lies was natural for him, so this was no problem. YunHo visible tensed but he nodded to JaeJoong, showing the king that he indeed had been wondering what was happening and that he wanted to know more about his mom and what had happened to her. “There is a war going on YunHo, and because of the war you mother has died and that is also the reason why I don’t want you to be alone, or to look outside, you never know who is watching you and it they are trying to hurt you.” JaeJoong paused and faked a worried look in his eyes while he looked at the human boy besides him. “The boy you have seen a few minutes ago in the hallway before you door is probably a victim of the war, and as promised am I taking care of him” spoke JaeJoong, and when he had spoke to the human boy, he had lied, he knew that the little boy YunHo had found in the hallway wasn’t a victim of the war, he himself had personally tortured the boy, just because it was fun to do and he liked it to hear his screams. The boy had escaped together with his sister, who had already died, she had been killed by one of his guards. And the boy… Hmm, he would play a little with the little boy before he personally was going to kill him…
JaeJoong turned his attention back to his human and faked a sad look in his eyes. “I don’t want you to worry about anything, and especially NOT about the war, everything will be alright. So promise me to not leave this room alone again and to always keep a guard with you.” JaeJoong paused for a few seconds before he spoke further, “I just want you to be safe” JaeJoong saw that his human believed the lies he had just told. Almost everything had been a lie, everything had been a lie besides the fact that he really wanted YunHo to be safe, he needed his human to be safe, he was HIS. JaeJoong knew that he had done the right thing, he now didn’t needed to worry about his human, he had slaves EVERYWHERE in the palace and at every minute of the day somebody was tortured, so he didn’t needed to be afraid that YunHo would see something he couldn’t explain to the human boy. “O- Okay…” YunHo was stunned, he really didn’t knew what to do or to say now, not after all what he just had heard. A war, he was living in the middle of a war…. They were in war with another kingdom, or that was what he thought and… YunHo shook his head and did something he never had done before, and he leaned against JaeJoong, trying to find some comfort. “Was my mom a victim of the war, just like that boy? And had she died because of that? What happened to her? W- Was it painful for her to die?” He really wanted to know more about his mom and he hoped that JaeJoong could tell him some more. He wanted to remember something else than the moment she had died, all those years ago.
But JaeJoong shook his head and looked sad again. “I’m sorry YunHo, but I didn’t knew her, I only found her when she was already death, I even don’t know her name.” YunHo blinked with his eyes to hide a few tears, he really had hoped that JaeJoong knew who his mom had been, he really didn’t knew anything about her, not even how her voice had sounded! But of course did JaeJoong knew who his mom had been when she had still been alive and what had happened to her, he himself had ordered his servants to kill her! He had ordered some of his demons to keep her captive, he himself had ordered another male slave to rape her, just to make her pregnant because he wanted HER child, no matter the sex of the child, a boy or a girl, it just didn’t mattered, he needed HER child. He had knew, from the first moment he saw her, that she was the one who would bear the child from the prediction, she would give birth to his future bride, and she has done it, not understanding what was going on at that time… She had given birth to a human boy, the boy he had been waiting for! He had already wanted YunHo, even before he had been born, but he had waited until the boy would be old enough to leave his mother, and when YunHo had been old enough to leave his mother he had simply ordered his servant’s a few loyal demons, to kill her, she was useless now. She was a slave, and nothing more.
YunHo needed to grow up without his mother, with only HIS demons to watch over him and to keep him safe and hidden from the outside world, but he didn’t wanted to tell him about this, not now, not before he was ready… JaeJoong wrapped his arms around YunHo’s smaller body and smiled. This was easy, YunHo believed everything he had told him and he even had fallen in love with JaeJoong… His plans were working and it was time to make a next move… YunHo wanted to ask another question, but JaeJoong stopped him, he didn’t wanted to think about more lies at the moment, he had other things to do… So, he placed his hand under YunHo’s chin and lifted his head a little and he… placed his lips over YunHo’s! It was a soft kiss and totally not demanding, he only touched YunHo’s lips with his, but it was enough for YunHo to know what he wanted and expected from him.
YunHo sat totally frozen when he felt how JaeJoong kissed him, his eyes were wide open and his heartbeat was pounding really hard, so hard that he was sure that JaeJoong could hear him. And then… he did something he never had done before, and he even wasn’t sure if he did it right, but he opened his mouth and answered JaeJoong’s kiss, it was a REALLY innocent kiss, and nothing happened besides the kiss, JaeJoong didn’t touched him in a inappropriate way, but even if he had done that, YunHo wouldn’t have knew it simply because he didn’t knew what was normal and what not. He was totally depending on JaeJoong and he trusted that the older male knew what he was doing and that he wasn’t doing anything what was wrong to him.
JaeJoong removed his lips and… just stared for a few seconds at him, he saw that JaeJoong looked intently and… lovingly at him? He felt that his cheeks were red again and he lowered his gaze, he felt uneasy now that JaeJoong was staring at him like that because he didn’t knew how he needed to respond to the older male.
Author: soneayeong
Genre: Gore, Fantasy, Romance, Yaoi, Angst, Mystery, DBSK, Horror
Rating: Nc 17
Length: Chaptered
Pairing: JaeHo
Warning: Underage YunHo
A/N: Unbetaed
Summary:
A boy is born to serve him,
A boy is born to love him,
A boy is born to bear his child
And…
A boy is born to die for him…
Previous: (Prologue) (1) (2)
A/N: Sorry that i was late with updating this fic, i was too busy to post yesterday...
But... I hope that you all still like my fic, so please remember to leave a comment ^_^
Have fun with this new chapter!
Chapter 3
A few weeks later…
Remembering what had happened a few weeks ago he smiled, JaeJoong had kissed him on his forehead! He had been so nervous at that moment, but he had been worried for nothing, JaeJoong was just… perfect! JaeJoong was really a nice man and he could trust him! JaeJoong had even told him that he loved him and that that was the reason why he was here! At first he had been a little unsure about it, simply because he had decided at that moment to not fall in love with the king, but… If JaeJoong loved him, and only him, then there was nothing wrong with loving him back right? He didn’t had dared it to ask him if he already had a lover before him, a girl maybe, but he had nothing heard about it and he didn’t had seen anybody here! But, was JaeJoong really able to love another man? Was he a… gay? And, was he a gay because he loved JaeJoong? How could he know that he was a gay if JaeJoong was the first person he ever had loved in his life?
He had tried to talk with the guard, trying to learn more about JaeJoong and if there had lived another girl or boy before here in the palace, but the guard said that he didn’t knew it and he didn’t had asked more, he still wasn’t comfortable with the guard, he didn’t trusted him, even after all those weeks he was living here. He just seemed… strange. But because he needed the guard if he wanted to leave his room he tried to ignore his instincts and to… just talk to him. But, the point was, nobody was telling him anything about JaeJoong, every time he asked something about the king, nobody was answering him, they didn’t knew anything or they were too busy to talk with him… He knew that everybody tried to avoid him when he wanted to talk about JaeJoong, they just didn’t wanted to talk about it. The people inside the REALLY large kitchen didn’t wanted to tell him anything and even the people who were working inside the palace to keep every room and all the hallways clean, didn’t talked to him, because the needed to work, or, that was what they were telling him. But YunHo was not stupid!
He knew that all the people he had talked to just didn’t wanted to talk to him, not about JaeJoong, or his former relationships, maybe they weren’t allowed to talk about their king? JaeJoong was their master and they were working for him, so maybe they were just respecting him and was that the reason? He didn’t worried about it, but he was a little bit frustrated, he wanted to know more about JaeJoong, who he was, how had he become a king? Had he brothers or sisters? Where his parents death or where they still alive, but not living here in the palace? He had so much questions, and almost no answers… and that was frustrating him. JaeJoong also didn’t had kissed him again since the last time, but he was really nice for YunHo, they were eating every evening together in a REALLY large dinner room with a really large table, he had tried to count the chairs but he had stopped when he had counted more than fifthly chairs, and there were still more! But, he had seen that JaeJoong almost never ate much food, as if he not really liked it to eat, but every time when he had asked JaeJoong if he didn’t liked it he told him that he just had no hungry and that he didn’t needed to worry about it.
But, a few hours later, when he was again alone inside his bedroom, he heard that something was going on. He heard how a girl was screaming REALLY hard, she yelled, cried and spoke in a language he didn’t understood, maybe it was not even Asian! But the point was, he heard how the guard who stood before his door, shouted and… ran away from his door, probably to see what was going on and to do something for the poor girl who needed help somewhere else. Was the girl he had heard in danger? Did she needed help? He heard how more things were happening, strange voices were hissing and where now also shouting angry at each other, and again, he didn’t recognized the language they were speaking. And then… suddenly… the girl stopped with screaming and… it was silent. What was going on? Had somebody helped the poor girl he had heard? But, what had happened? Why had she screamed that way? Had she had a accident? Slowly he walked toward the door and… opened it. He hated the thought to be alone, especially now that he had heard how the girl had screamed, she had seemed so afraid of something… So, when he had opened the door he hoped to see that there was still somebody who was here to watch over him, especially now that he had heard the scary scream. He knew that his guard had walked away and that he wasn’t allowed to leave his room, but there would be no problem if he just looked around him, to see if a new guard was coming to watch over him. But just when he had opened his door, he saw… how a little boy from maybe nine years old lied on the ground, his whole body was…
The poor boy was emaciated and covered in dirt! Totally forgetting that he wasn’t allowed to leave his room, he ran toward the boy, not caring if JaeJoong had told him to NOT leave his bedroom and tried to help the little kid. “Oh my…” YunHo stared wide-eyed at the boy and realized that something VERY bad had happened to him, he was wounded and would die if he wasn’t getting help! “Don’t worry, I call for somebody who can help you” whispered YunHo, but just when he tried to run away the boy grabbed him by his arm. “No… please… Hide me… I don’t want to die… My sister, she is death… I don’t want to die like her, please!” YunHo stared at the little kid, what was he saying? He was still so young! Was he telling the truth? Was he in danger and had his sister really died? But where? And when?! There was here no danger, this palace was from JaeJoong, he owned this palace, he would not allow it that something like this would happen here! So, was this boy just confused and shocked, and had something happened OUTSIDE this palace and was it a accident that he was now here? Maybe somebody had tried to help him and his sister but they had been too afraid and they had ran away from the guards who had tried to help them?
Looking at the little kid who was so afraid he… felt horrible! The kid remembered him of himself, he had also been in danger when he had been younger, and he KNEW how afraid the boy was. He saw the fear in the kid’s eyes, the way his lips were trembling, the tears in his eyes… But he also knew that he needed to be strong and that he needed to get help for him, even now that the little bo was so afraid. “Don’t worry, nothing will happen to you” spoke YunHo calmly and… he pulled his arm away from the boy and ran through the dark hallways, away from the little kid. “HELP! SOMBEDOY!” He didn’t saw that EVERY shadow behind him started to move when he had shouted for the first time, he also missed that the shadows were following him, whispering softly… And then… He saw JaeJoong! He stood in the shadows and… YunHo stopped and stared for a moment at JaeJoong, worried. Why was he looking so strange? He seemed not himself… he had a unusual look in his eyes, but before he could do or say something JaeJoong looked like himself again. “YunHo, why are you here? Has something happened to you?” YunHo noted that JaeJoong sounded suspicious about something and he looked behind YunHo as if he was checking something, but when he turned around to look at the same direction as JaeJoong he… saw nothing, only a empty hallway and a lot shadows!
“No, nothing happened to me but… I’m not the one who need help, there is a boy and he is the one who need help! He is wounded and he…” YunHo swallowed and felt that he was shivering. “He told me that his sister had died here and that…. He was afraid that somebody wanted to kill him! He is really wounded and need help!” YunHo did a few steps forward and grabbed the king by his arm and looked pleadingly at the older man. “Please, help him!” begged YunHo and tried to blink his tears away, he didn’t wanted to look weak and crying from the tension and the stress was not a way to show JaeJoong that he was stronger now.
And then, he saw a strange look in JaeJoong’s eyes, almost as if he was… angry? But why did he looked angry? Had he done something wrong? Was JaeJoong angry with him because he had left his bedroom? But this was a emergency! He needed to leave his bedroom! But he wasn’t sure if he had seen it correctly because already after a few seconds, JaeJoong looked like himself again and he nodded to YunHo. “Show me where you have found him” spoke JaeJoong slowly and placed his hand on YunHo’s shoulder to keep him close. Was JaeJoong afraid that there was something dangerous here and was JaeJoong protecting him? Was that the reason why JaeJoong was holding him? YunHo wasn’t sure what was going on, but he had no problems with it, he even liked it to feel JaeJoong so close! “I have found him in the hallway besides my bedroom… I head how a girl was screaming and the guard before my door ran away… and I was worried that something had happened and I wanted to see what was going on and if I was alone again when I found the boy. He didn’t told JaeJoong that he had been nervous to be alone without a guard before his door while he had heard how the girl had screamed… He didn’t wanted to look like a little kid who needed to be taken care of, so he didn’t spoke about that and hoped that JaeJoong wouldn’t notice it.
“There he is” said YunHo while he pointed at the kid who still lied on the ground, shivering and probably too weak to do anything more than that. He ran toward the kid and knelt beside him, “I have called for help, you are safe now” said YunHo while he tried to calm the little boy. But when the boy saw who was standing beside him he… started to scream! He screamed and screamed, his whole body started to shake and he… tried to crawl away from them! “No, no…no…” the boy cried and… than he… stopped. He closed his eyes and he lied still on the ground, he had lost his consciousness. “What happened to him? Can you help him?” YunHo looked worried and confused at JaeJoong, the boy had almost seemed… scared for JaeJoong… And then he shivered, he didn’t liked it to see this little kid so valuable and weak. He saw that JaeJoong made a movement with his hand and suddenly a guard stepped forward and he lifted the boy up in his arms. But… where had the guard game from? He didn’t had seen the guard coming, or standing nearby… But he had no time to worry about the guard, he only wanted to know what was going to happen with the boy. “Will he be alright?” He saw how the guard carried the boy away and… he felt worried for the boy, he had been so afraid! “He will be alright, I will personally take care of him and search for his parents” spoke JaeJoong while he walked back toward his bedroom and opened the door, but didn’t spoke more about the boy and what was going to happen with him.
“I’m not angry that you have left you room, it was a natural human response” said JaeJoong while he closed the door behind them when they were inside his bedroom. “But… please don’t do it again, if something is happened again, or you need help, and there is nobody here to protect you, you need to call for help, it is just too…” JaeJoong stopped and sighed. “Come and sit beside me” said JaeJoong while he walked toward his bed and sat down. “I need to tell you a few things, you have the right to know the truth now…” YunHo frowned, he had looked a little surprised by what JaeJoong had said to him, JaeJoong had told him that his response was a ‘normal human response’ but he had talked about it as if… it was strange for him, as if it was something he had read in a book… But YunHo shook his head and shrugged it off. Still frowning he looked at the king and felt nervous, he had wanted to know what was happening for a long time, what was happening here and what had happened in his past, but now that was ready to give him some answers he was… just nervous… But he did what JaeJoong had asked him and sat down on the bed, besides JaeJoong with his hands folded in his lap and a loud pounding heartbeat.
“You are probably curious why you were never allowed to look outside, and why you always need to have a guard with you when you want to leave you bedroom and to walk freely around in the palace… And… I’m sure that you want to know what has happened to you mother…” JaeJoong spoke slowly, he was going to lie to YunHo about a lot things now, but he needed to do it, to give the human boy some answers, even if they were not true. He wasn’t really nervous about telling some lies, he always lied, to anybody, telling lies was natural for him, so this was no problem. YunHo visible tensed but he nodded to JaeJoong, showing the king that he indeed had been wondering what was happening and that he wanted to know more about his mom and what had happened to her. “There is a war going on YunHo, and because of the war you mother has died and that is also the reason why I don’t want you to be alone, or to look outside, you never know who is watching you and it they are trying to hurt you.” JaeJoong paused and faked a worried look in his eyes while he looked at the human boy besides him. “The boy you have seen a few minutes ago in the hallway before you door is probably a victim of the war, and as promised am I taking care of him” spoke JaeJoong, and when he had spoke to the human boy, he had lied, he knew that the little boy YunHo had found in the hallway wasn’t a victim of the war, he himself had personally tortured the boy, just because it was fun to do and he liked it to hear his screams. The boy had escaped together with his sister, who had already died, she had been killed by one of his guards. And the boy… Hmm, he would play a little with the little boy before he personally was going to kill him…
JaeJoong turned his attention back to his human and faked a sad look in his eyes. “I don’t want you to worry about anything, and especially NOT about the war, everything will be alright. So promise me to not leave this room alone again and to always keep a guard with you.” JaeJoong paused for a few seconds before he spoke further, “I just want you to be safe” JaeJoong saw that his human believed the lies he had just told. Almost everything had been a lie, everything had been a lie besides the fact that he really wanted YunHo to be safe, he needed his human to be safe, he was HIS. JaeJoong knew that he had done the right thing, he now didn’t needed to worry about his human, he had slaves EVERYWHERE in the palace and at every minute of the day somebody was tortured, so he didn’t needed to be afraid that YunHo would see something he couldn’t explain to the human boy. “O- Okay…” YunHo was stunned, he really didn’t knew what to do or to say now, not after all what he just had heard. A war, he was living in the middle of a war…. They were in war with another kingdom, or that was what he thought and… YunHo shook his head and did something he never had done before, and he leaned against JaeJoong, trying to find some comfort. “Was my mom a victim of the war, just like that boy? And had she died because of that? What happened to her? W- Was it painful for her to die?” He really wanted to know more about his mom and he hoped that JaeJoong could tell him some more. He wanted to remember something else than the moment she had died, all those years ago.
But JaeJoong shook his head and looked sad again. “I’m sorry YunHo, but I didn’t knew her, I only found her when she was already death, I even don’t know her name.” YunHo blinked with his eyes to hide a few tears, he really had hoped that JaeJoong knew who his mom had been, he really didn’t knew anything about her, not even how her voice had sounded! But of course did JaeJoong knew who his mom had been when she had still been alive and what had happened to her, he himself had ordered his servants to kill her! He had ordered some of his demons to keep her captive, he himself had ordered another male slave to rape her, just to make her pregnant because he wanted HER child, no matter the sex of the child, a boy or a girl, it just didn’t mattered, he needed HER child. He had knew, from the first moment he saw her, that she was the one who would bear the child from the prediction, she would give birth to his future bride, and she has done it, not understanding what was going on at that time… She had given birth to a human boy, the boy he had been waiting for! He had already wanted YunHo, even before he had been born, but he had waited until the boy would be old enough to leave his mother, and when YunHo had been old enough to leave his mother he had simply ordered his servant’s a few loyal demons, to kill her, she was useless now. She was a slave, and nothing more.
YunHo needed to grow up without his mother, with only HIS demons to watch over him and to keep him safe and hidden from the outside world, but he didn’t wanted to tell him about this, not now, not before he was ready… JaeJoong wrapped his arms around YunHo’s smaller body and smiled. This was easy, YunHo believed everything he had told him and he even had fallen in love with JaeJoong… His plans were working and it was time to make a next move… YunHo wanted to ask another question, but JaeJoong stopped him, he didn’t wanted to think about more lies at the moment, he had other things to do… So, he placed his hand under YunHo’s chin and lifted his head a little and he… placed his lips over YunHo’s! It was a soft kiss and totally not demanding, he only touched YunHo’s lips with his, but it was enough for YunHo to know what he wanted and expected from him.
YunHo sat totally frozen when he felt how JaeJoong kissed him, his eyes were wide open and his heartbeat was pounding really hard, so hard that he was sure that JaeJoong could hear him. And then… he did something he never had done before, and he even wasn’t sure if he did it right, but he opened his mouth and answered JaeJoong’s kiss, it was a REALLY innocent kiss, and nothing happened besides the kiss, JaeJoong didn’t touched him in a inappropriate way, but even if he had done that, YunHo wouldn’t have knew it simply because he didn’t knew what was normal and what not. He was totally depending on JaeJoong and he trusted that the older male knew what he was doing and that he wasn’t doing anything what was wrong to him.
JaeJoong removed his lips and… just stared for a few seconds at him, he saw that JaeJoong looked intently and… lovingly at him? He felt that his cheeks were red again and he lowered his gaze, he felt uneasy now that JaeJoong was staring at him like that because he didn’t knew how he needed to respond to the older male.