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"Shut the fuck up and leave me alone"
This sentence has polluted my thoughts all weekend. I would not have thought it possible for eight words to stir up such an interesting and varying array of emotions. The person who delivered this message did not put nearly as much thought into its delivery as I have into its reception. Statements born in anger ( Read more... )

I have never been in love ( Read more... )

Here's the problem... it's time to go friend's only. I want to write about some things that quite frankly, some of you no longer deserve to know about. I fault no one but myself. People's intentions, their actions, their weaknesses... I've been aware of them all along. I took no action to protect myself. The time has come to make some changes and ( Read more... )

You lied to me.

FIRSTS ( Read more... )

There's this fear I have of being happy. Of being content. Of being settled. Somewhere along the way I programmed myself into believing I didn't deserve it. The instances I had it seemed stolen. And I knew I would pay for it. No good day would go unpunished. No rush of confidence would last. These feelings were like a new pair of jeans. Although ( Read more... )

New Tori Amos today. Go buy it.

Gastineau Girls is on E! All I have to say is... wow. The 22 year old daughter Brittany is stunning. It doesn't get any better than a brunette with blue eyes. Her face is the only thing keeping me from changing the channel ( Read more... )

01. What is your favorite word? Yes ( Read more... )