thanks dad, for loving the one person i hate. maybe the next 25 years wont be as shitty as the last.

[solikeplath]

so my mom and dad are getting back together. all i can think is, what the fuck? i talked to my dad and he told me "i miss and love your mom. so does your brother." like hell. my mom has made me miserable, has made me doubt myself, has told me i was a fucking piece of shit, has put me down in every way possible, for as long as i can remember. and my

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[jess_means_kill]

i got you the best christmas present ever, i can't wait to give it to you! you will fall in love with it immediately. i promise. <3

[solikeplath]

im so excited!!! i want to see you soooooooooon. i luv you.

[armor_forsleep]

lindsey i am sorry to hear this. i understand where you are coming from. i was extremely hurt when in 11th grade i told my dad i had tried to kill myself several times and all he did was laugh in my face and say "let me go get a gun for you". and he left because i told him i hated him and wanted to go stay somewhere else. mom said she wouldnt take him back until he went to talk to a counselor. needless to say he never went

[solikeplath]

alsdkjfsdfucking parents. like, do they reallllly think they will stay together? it hasnt worked for almost 25 years.

are we going be shitty parents like that too? fuck if i am.

[armor_forsleep]

absolutely not. i would imagine by this point we would have realized what the problem is and where the shortcomings are. and sometimes the best thing to do with a person is not to have kids. mrs. rice told us one time that if she married this one guy she was engaged to she never would have had kids purely because they wouldnt have been the parents she hoped they would have been together. i would rather not have any then to put them through the shit that we have gone through.