I got asked to do a zine interview last night, to be published in a zine,.. I offered to do a split because ive got enough stuff to do one, only problem is (that ive only just realised) is that other people who write that zine and their friends may not like me that much..... hopefully it happens because it would be good for all people involved,,, ( Read more... )

I am really hating life right now, I just wanted to move back home and try and get my stuff together but after saying I could come back, she decided that now I cant come back becuase she wants to do her own thing. I feel like I dont have any support from anyone, my mum has caused me so much emotional pain over the years and continues to do so even ( Read more... )

I am so sick today.. With so much work and uni and then playing a show on saturday after work and then working again on sunday my body has decided it is not happy.... But at least I get to have 1 day off from all this shit, but im guessing im going to be even sicker tomorrow, which means uni is about to get even more fucked for me...

So fucked after catching 1 bus and 10 trains going to uni in the morning then to work then back to uni, only to have to spend a train trip and the walk home with a guy on drugs and drunk waving a knife around...
so tired...

I am such a massive fucking stupid.... I need big thinking time.

Had lots of fucking around with macquarie uni... first they tell me my passweerd to enrol is wrong because they wrote it down as 1975 (passweerd is based on birthday and PS im not born in that year)...also my password is not my birthday now) even though ive been there so many times.. then they tell me to leve enrolment till a certain date despite ( Read more... )

Worst christmas.
Worst Mum.
Worst family

I didnt need emotional abuse right now and im getting in person and in phone calls trying to make up for it and stupid gifts i dont want.
Etc etc.

I wish I was at good at writing songs as I used to be, and I wish that people wouldnt be able to hear me trying to write them, I hate knowing everyone on the street can hear me mush away at my guitar ( Read more... )

I am a boy and not a toy.
I will kill and i will destroy.

Last night was fun until some asshole told me he was going to stab me just when I had siad hi to friends I havent seen since before Lisa left for Melbourne.

LIFE IS REPETITIVE, GET USED TO IT AND DIE UNHAPPY. 1984.

live journal is pretty boring these days....

Saturday night went and talked to Chris who I havent seen in ages which was pretty good.

Tonight hopefully short skate with Mong, but i have to work tomorrow so I better not hurt myself or get home late.

Lifes a fucker, and the older you get the more a fucker it is.