i just re-read all my previous journal entries..its' been a year sence i've read them.. i've been lokced up..i re-read some of the entries and i'm surprised.. some of its sad.. some pathetic and lame.. but most of all i wished so many times that i could start over..and now i finally have.. i'm in foster care after serving a year.. i grew up alot.. ( Read more... )

wow its been awhile sence i've updated this thing..as you all know i've been facilitated for the past year..not fun.. a year of my life i had to serve because of my addictions. was it worth it?? no.. i live with 16 girls in 1 cottage with alternating staff and 100 kids on campus.. 5 out of the 16 are white the rest black.. most of the girls i live ( Read more... )

haven fun.. i love yaz elsa

my mom is beat..she's called the cops on me 2 times today. i supposivly tried to stabb her with a fork.yet i dont remember that happening..maybe because it never happened..i was pooken all day... good way to loose weight eh? i had to go to the doctors cuz i'm really sick..i had a fever n all that.. blah i feel icky

i like being single at times..becuz u can do wat ever..flirt, make out with, fuck whom ever ya want.. but commitment?? love?? all that.. u cant get it from being premiscuous.. which saddens me... wat u want could make you cry..but wat you need could pass you by.. i hope that didnt happen to me. i miss u "kno who"..alot!.. i wish he was here..not so ( Read more... )

hanging out in h-port today.. hopefully gonna see sara and shannon later on.. my weekend was fun..chillen in savona and c-bell.. went to a party friday night with the girls.. had a blast!! then went to roseland with sara and alex.. it was really fun..except my mom was there for a lil bit so me and sara had to keep running so she didnt see us haha ( Read more... )

yes i'm single.. again.. haha.. its funi how that works out. yesterday i hung out with the ex, brett..anthony...kk..k..juli...sara...jamie..shauna..kimber..kd..kate..leah...and meg.. all of us were at the boat dance.. it was pretty fun..for the most part at least. this amanda girl tried to start a fight with juli but just ended up being thrown down ( Read more... )

in my life if i could start over would i choose u ( Read more... )

chillen.. going to the boat dance. feeling shitty.. o so shitty..haha so shitty that its kinda humorious hehe.. well i'm going to have a fun time... and watch myself make once again an ass of myself haha

the week so far has sucked.. last night i had fun chillen with trisha.. the weekend was ok chillen with the kastmere twins.. but idk it was still kinda shitty.. alexx and baili were more bitchy then usual.. and all in all.. i feel 100% hated.. hurray.. wel not really but its not a great feeling to loose a freind or 2 in a matter of 1 weekend. o ( Read more... )