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It isn't lessening.
I miss you. I miss our talks especially. Any and everything. I wish it wasn't like this but it is what it has become. Trust has been replaced by the hurt. I know I should forgive but words and actions are real. So I will continue to take the weird politeness and strained effort because maybe one day I won't miss you. And hopefully if that day comes ( Read more... ) -
Everything you fought against, you're now for.
When your worst fears come true because of choices you made, are you, in some sort of ass backwards way, a self fulfilling prophecy? Was that really your destiny or was the thought of something bigger and different so scary that going back to what you know was the only way to get some control and "calm" back in your life ( Read more... ) -
What do they say about glass houses?
It's funny how the people who have NO BUSINESS offering advise or opening their mouths want to comment on your life. They are usually the first ones to say, "Well, had you listened.." or "I knew that wasn't going to work because...." I just don't get it. Just because you hate your life or are in a dysfunctional relationship or have a shitty job, it ( Read more... ) -
Same story.
Just when you think you aren't too sure about something, the universe decides for you. When that happens all you can say is, "it's just as well". While you know it is probably better, it doesn't mean it won't kill you slowly on the inside. Like it always does. -
A Day of Love.
Happy Valentine's Day. I love this day but yet again people disappoint. Friends, lovers, family. Each one different but oh so the same. This brings me to question if we are only allowed the same kind of people to be around us. Or maybe expecting anything from anyone is entirely too much ( Read more... ) -
People suck.
It feels good to know I am not alone. For awhile, it felt like I was. But a recent conversation has made me feel better. Made me realize doing me is important and my feelings matter and are valid ( Read more... ) -
A New Year.
Happy New Year ( Read more... ) -
Disappointed is my new middle name.
All that keeps happening to me lately is disappointment. Definitely over it and people. And while I understand stuff happens, just once, I would like to believe people have actually tried. I don't ask for much & I don't need much but apparently giving up their time for me is too much. I guess it's partly my fault though for always just being down ( Read more... ) -
Two words.
Two words can either break you or give you hope ( Read more... )
