so its raining... pretty hard too. i have just come back from a friday night out with my friend i am staving havent eaten since lunchtime when i had a subway. i am shaking but i think thats coz i had red bull too. and i had to run to my car coz of the rain, do i eat something or just go to bed?.... decisions, decisions!

woohoo, no food since 1pm...... now sit-ups then sleep until my 2:45am alarm to go to work.

good night

ok so i havent eaten anything since lunchtime and im determined not to eat anything for the rest of today, and i have to go to bed early so it should be pretty easy, i have to be up at 2am tomorow morning for work ( Read more... )

hmmmm why do i do this to myself. i have already eaten 2 meals today, i am trying so hard to loose this disgustingness ( Read more... )

Wow ( Read more... )

finally back, and i'm sorry i have not been here.

i've moved back home now and things arent really any better.

my life needs sorting out, but i just don't know how to do it

the only thing that is good in my life. is my job... trainee manager at h&M... its going well. and having a good laugh at work too which is good

talk soon

its horrible. so i thought moving out would be great... but little did i know that i would be living with a girl that argues with her boyfriend 24/7 i come home from a stressful day at work today and guess what? yes they were argueing again. its not like they're quiet arguements either.. its loud; shouting, screaming, her pushing him down the ( Read more... )

sooo... where have i been? it seems like so long since i updated ( Read more... )

well i've missed you all i've been moving out of home, so i now live with a couple of mates, its going well

i havent had internet for ages it seems i'm happy to be back though

hope everyone is well!! i'd love to hear from you all....... missed everyone like mad!! <3 **

why the fuck am i alive? whats the point i have no friends. everyone just seems to be ignoring me. my family make me stay in my room so i cant spend any time with them and my brother gets his own way all the time.

why am i even alive?