I was told that when Candace left my house she would go into a group home but it appears Candace will actually be living with mom again, despite Candace attacking her being the reason she had to leave ( Read more... )

I've had such a stressful two months but I think I'm calm now ( Read more... )

Just to give you an idea of how awful my month has been here is my shit list ( Read more... )

Every single day sucks. Bad days kill happy Mariah. Sad Mariah misses happy Mariah ( Read more... )

I cant believe it. That time of the year is here again where he packs up and leaves. Another seven months where all I want is a kiss and to wake up to looking into his eyes and I love yous, his smell and his touch.

Seven months, the slowest months of the year.
I hate the marine corps and I hope bush gets shot in the head.

I kept waking up to contractions, which are normal... but waking up in a puddle of clear fluid when your due date is two months away is not ( Read more... )

I leave tomorrow and Candace is coming with me.

I'm going to visit people today.

I'm stuck here until the 15th because Andres wanted to buy att six months of insurance at the same time ( Read more... )

I don't paint... craft, or even pursue a single thing that I want.

I think I'm depressed but I don't feel sad.
And I'm about to be a mom, which really makes me happy (now)
but i still feel like I've turned into someone that my 17 yearold self would have punched in the face.

I think I just figured it out.
Why was I happier when I was a struggling

that can feel so much like a curse is actually a blessing ( Read more... )