The War Inside My Head

[sk8ter_vam_girl]

If you really care to know what's really going on, then read on. But other then that, I really need to get this out of my head.I honestly don't know what is fucking wrong with me. However, I do know whatever it is, it's making me want to end my life. Sad, I know. But between working from 4am to 1pm everyday so far since Wednesday of last week, to

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[vodka2tharescue]

*HUGS*You're right...everyone needs to be saved. I am trying to figure out how I am going to go about this...but I will try so hard to save you

[sk8ter_vam_girl]

You know, tears actually started to swell when I read this...why? Because now I know someone, that does not know me, is going to try and help. You don't know how much that means to know there is someone out there willing to lend a shoulder for me.

I'm on AoL IM if you'd like to talk, listen or whatever. Nlovegoddess is my screenname. And Thank you! *hugs back*

[mytornromance]

Oh sweetheart, I wish I could save you. You have my pity, sympathy and all my warm squishy thoughts sent your way.

And please if you really are in such a spot, I will save you. Just say the words and I/we will all come and get you and take you away from your life to let you sort it out.

Just know I mean it. Our house is small but more than big enough to fit you in. Love you sweetie.

*GIANT HUGS*

[amaroqwolf_inc]

Okay....(Takes you and holds you tight) Listen to me, no matter how bad things are, or get it is NEVER EVER worth killing yourself. I know what your going through sweetie belive me I HAVE Been there. I've been through so much shit and I know how you feel. I Love you sweetie and there are so many of us that do love you! We care about you, Me, and Gill and Becky and those other two...(Sorry names have escaped me) You are a wonderful sweet girl and you need to not let this shit get you. I know its rough and I know what he's doing and he's an asshole seriously. I think when you come up on Wednsday I'm gonna just hold you tight and maybe lock you in my closet so you can't go home. (Nods) I'm serious, really I am.

Love you so much,

Joy.

[carleybabes]

Uh, I'm gonna be the only fuckass who comments to say the layout of the Ville is sexy and gorgeous and yummy.

Anyway, onwards...stress is a tricky little whore. Overworking and problems at home and everything, it does shit to your mind sometimes. Trust me, I know. I've gotten to that point before, and its just scary. Don't let things get to you so much, honestly. Try not to dwell on how much things suck, and just stay away from people who really bother you. Trust me, there will always be at least one person on earth who gives a fuck, whether that one person is online or in person, whatever. There is always someone to talk to.

And I always try to make everyone I know happy too, and get shit on for it constantly. It isn't healthy. Maybe we should learn to stop doing that.