I'm trying to think more positively these days. I'm trying to look at my good qualities. Focus on what I AM capable of, rather then everything I'm not. It's hard though. It's hard to know you're nowhere near where you should be. To KNOW that you have self-esteem issues, and not completely sure there's anything you can do about it. Not sure ( Read more... )

 It isn't even noon yet and I've gone to class, picked up my check, paid my bills, and walked 2.3 miles.  I love productive days. =]

I went to a Bible study yesterday.  I couldn't even tell you the last time I opened the Bible.  I'd been avoiding it.  Feeling guilty for my stupidity, thus avoiding God, which causes me to feel even guiltier... ugh, ( Read more... )

Ok.  So January is looking like my "big move" month.  It's later than I would have liked, but all good things come in time.  It's better this way anyway.  I'll be more prepared.  Save up some more money, take some refresher courses (for free!) at Mott, and work on some more scholarships ( Read more... )

Because you never know where life is gonna take you ( Read more... )

I have an amazing baby cousin.  Seriously.  I would be so blessed to have a baby boy just like him one day.
I'm at his house right now.  My Aunt Christina and Uncle Steve went to a Taylor Hicks concert. lol

The first thing I did with him was take him to the playground that's right by his house.  He's defiantly reached his "independence" stage, and it ( Read more... )

I found an apartment.
And I'm ready to move NOW.

List of things I need to do:
1.) Find a roommate.
2.) Learn spanish. 
3.) Money making.

Well, I'm off to an 8 hour shift.
Peace!

PS.  My Godparents are awesome. =)

I miss performing.

You have no idea.

Something must be done.

I simply can't not.

Ooooooh boy.  If I can't get both these jobs under control... I'm going to collapse.
I hope my brain learns how to retain information under pressure better... and fast.
This is good for me, no really, it is.

I can't wait to go apartment hunting. =)

"Let me not to the marriage of true minds

Admit impediments. Love is not love

Which alters when it alteration finds,

Or bends with the remover to remove:

O no; it is an ever-fixed mark,

That looks on tempests, and is never shaken;

It is the star to every wandering bark,

Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.

Love's not Time's fool, though ( Read more... )

Yesterday while watching me some Lincoln Heights, I viewed a commercial for eHarmony.
Apparently by registering two things would happen.
1.)  A lifelong, loving relationship would only be  a click away! (Woot!)
2.)  I'd get a free personality profile ( a $50 value).
How could I turn something like that down?
SO.  I registered.
What can I say?  The guy on ( Read more... )