Finally had a positive day. Met up with Kate around 4pm and headed to Thorntons (the obligatory free hot chocolate) for a while, then decided to brave the pouring rain and head over to Sloanes for a few drinks and stayed there till about 8pm, when Kate had to head home to babysit ( Read more... )

No matter what i try, i can't seem to pull myself out of this emotional quagmire.
It's times like these when you fully appreciate the support of friends and just how precious and vital they are.

Some people know exactly how to hurt you, through becoming close to one another, they learn your weaknesses and exploit them, while you continue to dote on them, despite their (subtle) malice. This i learnt long ago, so why do i let past scenarios repeat themselves?

Deborah just sent me a text 10 minutes ago, she can't make it tonight.
So that's my plans for today fucked, looks like another dull evening in...just hope we can rearrange meeting up for another day this week.
Not many things seem to be going right lately, perhaps bad karma is targeting me for being a selfish cunt.

Felt pretty low most of this weekend, but knowing i'm meeting up with Deborah for a drink tomorrow night is raising my spirits (no pun intended) a little - it's been a while since i've seen her so it'll be great to see her and also to have a hug. Really feel like i need a hug, just some physical comfort. The pangs of loneliness are growing in ( Read more... )

Got a new mp3 player today, after raising enough cash selling some old cds on ebay.
Quite a bargain for £40 i think, considering it's a 512mb player...i love the small sleek design, overall i'm very pleased with it!


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A difficult last few days, there's been so much turmoil ( Read more... )

Ill with a chest infection, just my luck.
Coughing up alot of crap, feeling drained and very cold..hopefully this'll pass in a few days.

Career prospects finally looking positive, as the job scheme i've been on for the past 6 weeks is finally producing some good results - the much feted multimedia job now seems a step closer to fruition, hopefully about 3 weeks from now i can start work ( Read more... )