acting like you really care about me,

( i wish i realised this sooner )

there's a certain degree of comfort in knowing you're not alone. but that comfort - will i ever feel it?
i want to. genuinely. not as an ephemeral feeling when im surrounded by people. not as a figment of my imagination.
i want to truly, truly be able to feel it. in me. around me. with me.

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