Right now, I feel like all I want to do is...see him. Seriously, my day has sucked ass, and I think that if I got to see him and have me hold me for a little while, I would feel better. I'm tired. I'm broke now cause I ended up paying for all my books. I'm cold. Wah. I miss him ( Read more... )

When you fall it feels wonderful. You feel the wind rushing past your face, you're flying. Falling is also an awful feeling. There's nothing beneath you, no one cares anymore, and nothing even matters. Least of all that matters is yourself. Friends escape your grasp, and you slip away. Time. Rushes past at the expense of your happiness. As ( Read more... )

So this is going to sound crazy, but a few nights ago was the first night I ever watched Lord of the Rings, and I LOVED it. Freddy is really into Tolkein and he wanted to see if I would like it, and it was surprisingly good. I'm usually not into watching fantasy stuff with weapons and sword fighting and the whole deal. I seriously hate war ( Read more... )

Oh Freddy..if you still read my journal, even secretly when you said you wouldn't, just know that I really don't mind it. Don't feel weird about it ( Read more... )

You know what I really hate? Not knowing what he's hiding from me. Maybe its for the best, or maybe its all just too good to be true. Sometimes I wish that he didn't always live in such agony over things. Always reminising about his past and making himself miserable. Doesn't he see what's in front of him, what he has ( Read more... )

Home: Things at home are alright now. Significantly calmed down since the time that I came out the closet. My parents are fine me staying over at my boyfriends house. My mom said that she was going out all night with my dad on a friday, and they actually encouraged me to stay over at my boyfriends house so that I wouldn't stay alone. Craziness ( Read more... )

Okay, so I finally came out officially to my mom and dad. When I told my friends about it, they were just like "Oh, I thought you already did that a long time ago." No...I didn't. What I did before was get yelled at under the suspicion that I was, and then for a while just kept it really ambiguous and never came out and said the words. This ( Read more... )

First of all...Pablo Neruda is the shit. If you think his poetry is corny, you should go to hell. He has better things than this, but I really like this one. Ok. look ( Read more... )

Can anyone direct me to any good reads? I'm becoming quite a book worm, and if anyone knows something that I may like....comment. :) Thanks.

The Le Tigre Concert is August 10th and I have tickets. My and my nephew Luis (17) are going. He loves Kat Hanna so he's super excited. I think I've had them in my car for the most part these past few months...Ha...im so going to be a dyke wednesday. :)