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dear boys:
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i feel more like myself today.
than i have in way too long a time.
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work equals major suckage. right now.
i don't think i could feel anymore exhausted.
on the plus side this is the best hot hot hot water with lemon i have ever had.
i definetly didn't wash or brush my hair before work.
and i don't care.
all i care about is home.
a hot bath.
and climbing under the covers.
that's it.
that's all i want. -
akward.
it's barely hit me.
most of my things are still over there.
we still talk/txt daily.
and i have the hardest time.
i cry in spurts of 3 to 5 minutes.
alone.
i have no idea what we are, or aren't.
i don't even know what i want.
i'm tired of love.
and loose faith in most people daily.
i'm not happy.
i just want to crawl into arms of a loved one and -
maybe i'll just get a dog.
i'm moving out.
and we're breaking up.
it's all incredibly weird.
but apparently it is going to happen.
i'm going to live in my sister's spare bedroom.
and then, it's pretty much up in the air.
will i stay in the area.
will i leave?
will i become a complete reckloose?
i don't know.
most days i really wonder if i have lost all ambition and motivation.
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today is the first day of the next 6 months.
do you believe in living inside the straightforward pretty box.
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what ever happened to....
"i'd rather kiss the boy that makes me go woah"
is that boy still out there?
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i did call out of work today.
simply because i still feel that there is plenty.
of errands to run.
on top of getting the last small amount of things out.
AND cleaning the walls, floors, and bathroom.
i figured what better way to start out today.
than with a list.
to hopefully keep little miss me on track.
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i hate feeling annoyed.
not because it's annoying.
but more so because it makes me feel like an ass.
like a complete fucking bitch.
like my facial expressions and body language.
scream.
THIS GIRL RIGHT HERE IS AN ASSHOLE.
stay clear.