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Apr 07, 2006 22:34

I am so self-loathing right now. It's a flip of the coin. Wasn't it just yesterday I was self-rightgeous!? Jesus ( Read more... )

biid, boredom, dysphoria, employment, suicide

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secret_tgirl April 8 2006, 10:44:01 UTC
HA HA HA!!!

Okay... If the salt doesn't work, I'm totally using your neck-rope-stretch-technique!

lol...

Thanks

:)

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splinterjete April 7 2006, 20:48:26 UTC
I serve too in a restaurant and a neck spasm would just make me right pissy all night for sure. Congrats on just making it through the day. I wish that you could celebrate a bit. Hmm, I'm at home too on Friday night and I'd contemplate hanging myself if I could muster the strength to clean my room and find a dirty sock from which to fashion a noose. I'm working tommorow and going out so I figured I'd just save it up for one big blast, cause I go out like once a month it seems like. Yay, grad school life. I feel like such a cougar at 25, sigh.
And be careful what you wish for, you could very easily be writing papers. Do you seriously enjoy typing? You should try and land a transcription job. Pays at least $15/hour probably more in nyc, it was my bread and butter through undergrad. :)
Have a bath for sure, i'm going to right now (wow, that's alot of information), anyways alone time can be fun though I find it drearily painful and lonely on a friday night.
~becca

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secret_tgirl April 8 2006, 10:47:40 UTC
Who are you!? How come I don't see you around more often on lj?

Awesome advice. Typing transcription gigs, eh? Do you think I could land a job being a weird, mid-transition tranny who's pretty cute if you can get past her go-tee!? I'd hate to do another job and pretending I am a man.

I'm going to add you to my friend list!

:D

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splinterjete April 8 2006, 11:12:34 UTC
cpi23 made me add you to my friend's list. It wasn't too hard to convince me (I'd actually thought I added you weeks back ( ... )

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secret_tgirl April 8 2006, 11:19:23 UTC
I'd totally be into transcribing for you (IF you get the grant).

I think I'd be a perfect secretary. I'm pleasant on the phone, I can type like a banshee and I like reading fashion magazines and wasting time on the internet. How does one put that on their resume!? lol...

Yeah. I totally want to get into the academia. I'm fucked with old student loans and proving I'm actually a resident of NYC so I can finish my under grad at Hunter. Man. I wish I wasn't so screwed up as I was in college. Go to classes!? Waking up to face the day was hard enough... C'est la vie'.

I am out at work but not. I haven't had an official conversation with my employers because I don't think I pass well enough, but everybody knows and if not, I let them know. I'm the farthest thing from stealth! lol... My tables don't know what's serving them sometimes too.

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betterthansushi April 7 2006, 21:52:16 UTC
id go for blockbuster... brokeback mountain just came out on DVD... i know I can't wait to get that in my collection!!! If you wanna save the $4, watch something you already own? I've got a couple i could honestly watch over and over and never tire from them... hope you feel better soon!

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secret_tgirl April 8 2006, 11:06:08 UTC
Mmmm... Broke Back Mountain. I thought that movie was really sexy! I wish they did it more though.

:(

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ursulahitler April 8 2006, 02:00:41 UTC
Hot baths, and lots and lots of massage. Go to the 99 cent store and get a back roller, then put Pamela to work! LOTS of massage. If you have a vibrator handy, wash it off and put it to work on your shoulder blades!

Poor thing. I should have taken better care of your voodoo doll.

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secret_tgirl April 8 2006, 11:12:32 UTC
Ah man! WTF!

The sad this is I don't have a vibrator. That's my sad reality...

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secret_tgirl April 12 2006, 08:02:35 UTC
Ah... I'm not going to commit suicide. I'm too afraid of dying!

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