I hate that I'm still so in love with my ex. My life is interesting as fuck lately but I don't even know how to write about it. Boring shit first, juicy shit later
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Okay so I found out as well as being bipolar he has Asperger's Syndrome. I've had one friend before with the same condition and although I cared about her greatly I remember how easy it was to get into an altercation with her. He seems to lack a full understanding of what things are appropriate to say and what might come off as incredibly creepy. He also told me yesterday he was hospitalized in the 3rd grade for trying to kill his younger brother. If that isn't a major alarm for psychosis I have no clue what is. I do have a soft spot for those with mental illness due to my personal struggles. I'd like it if I could be one more person in his network of friends so he wouldn't have to feel like no one understands him... but I get the feeling he's so far gone emotionally/socially that it wouldn't even cross his mind that he makes people uncomfortable
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first of all: congrats with all of your school accomplishments! 4.0, nhs, leader ship stuff?! awesome! and 24 hours of school!!? jesus that is twice what i'm taking. but only because i came in with credits so i chose to have a laid back semester this time around haha.
and second: agreed, fucking RUN. he seems like a nut job. who the fuck gets that clingy and psycho after one date??! i could see a girl getting maybe a little clingy after one fuck, but definitely not like that, AND he's a guy!! and his mom added you and is talking shit?! something is definitely wrong with this family haha.
Thanks for the grats! I work my ass off and it pays off.
He literally is a nut job. He's bipolar, he has Asperger's Syndrome, and when he was about 8 or 9 his mom found him holding a knife against his little brother's throat. :( I don't know how to get out of this shit. He also told me a lot of his family is actually racist and probably won't approve of me and he's okay with that. T_T Huge turn off! I understand racism exists but I'd rather be with someone who at the very least would put up a fight and try to let them know why their opinions are incredibly hurtful and ignorant.
The cupcake was soooo yummy that I had two. I have no idea how I'm losing weight.
Just to clarify I don't have a problem at ALL with people with bipolar disorder or any type of Autism or mental health illness in general. In fact it's quite the opposite... I'm drawn to them! But he doesn't get help for his and I can tell he tries to suppress things. He just accepts his urges as a fact of life and he thinks it's okay. He said to me, "If a guy ever tries to flirt with you in front of me you better hold me back or do something because I won't be able to control myself." x_X I don't think I'm ready to deal with that at all.
Hahaha, well I am a fine mess of a lady. My ex, the only boy who I have ever truly loved (the kind of fucking Romeo and Juliet love where you kill yourselves for eachother), was a bipolar drug addict whose mother had a personal vendetta against me (this occured circa 2007/08)
Right now, I got bro's in different area codes and it's hard to keep up sometimes. I need to start keeping a notebook with their names and a picture, you know, where we went on whatever day, so I don't get 'em mixed up. Hahah!
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Okay so I found out as well as being bipolar he has Asperger's Syndrome. I've had one friend before with the same condition and although I cared about her greatly I remember how easy it was to get into an altercation with her. He seems to lack a full understanding of what things are appropriate to say and what might come off as incredibly creepy. He also told me yesterday he was hospitalized in the 3rd grade for trying to kill his younger brother. If that isn't a major alarm for psychosis I have no clue what is. I do have a soft spot for those with mental illness due to my personal struggles. I'd like it if I could be one more person in his network of friends so he wouldn't have to feel like no one understands him... but I get the feeling he's so far gone emotionally/socially that it wouldn't even cross his mind that he makes people uncomfortable ( ... )
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Yeah, I wouldn't even try. That's more than most are willing to take on. There's plenty of nice, attractive, non-homicidal, normal boys out there. lol
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and second: agreed, fucking RUN. he seems like a nut job. who the fuck gets that clingy and psycho after one date??! i could see a girl getting maybe a little clingy after one fuck, but definitely not like that, AND he's a guy!! and his mom added you and is talking shit?! something is definitely wrong with this family haha.
and that cupcake looks delicious.
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Thanks for the grats! I work my ass off and it pays off.
He literally is a nut job. He's bipolar, he has Asperger's Syndrome, and when he was about 8 or 9 his mom found him holding a knife against his little brother's throat. :( I don't know how to get out of this shit. He also told me a lot of his family is actually racist and probably won't approve of me and he's okay with that. T_T Huge turn off! I understand racism exists but I'd rather be with someone who at the very least would put up a fight and try to let them know why their opinions are incredibly hurtful and ignorant.
The cupcake was soooo yummy that I had two. I have no idea how I'm losing weight.
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Right now, I got bro's in different area codes and it's hard to keep up sometimes. I need to start keeping a notebook with their names and a picture, you know, where we went on whatever day, so I don't get 'em mixed up. Hahah!
I must be giving off a scent or something...
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