Peace out yo!

Fuck I need to change the way I go about things or the ways I keep thinking about every. I just know I cant keep doing this.

While staring at my walls, I can't sleep again. And you know its all my fault for letting you go. I can't complain it was all up to me. Now I am gonna explain I dindnt mean to hurt you and how I've change. Dont tell me everything is gonna be ok, you ar just better then me in that way. Beleive me I wanted to treat you right. I'd like to say I'll ( Read more... )

Well alot went since on sat. I re-experianced the greatest thing in the world. I kissed Christine its been almost a year sence the last time I did . I was amazing. It took me right off my feet. I saw the same look on her face as it was alomost a year ago. eyes shut looked like i took her last breath. she seemed like she was on this cloud floating ( Read more... )

Wow. I have this huge smile on my face from ear to ear. Dreams do come true. let hope ill get my blessing.

I kinda hate life right now. I guess you can say im mad at the world. Some friends are just to fake. Girls are evil. I dont like my dads. Work sucks. Car is a peace of shit. I dont hang out with matt much anymore. I drink mre. smoke more. get the urg to do drugs. I need energy. My body hurts. I wish I was skinny and good looking. These are just ( Read more... )

Less then a month left. Im nerviouse.

WANTED ( Read more... )

Forget everything you said to me and that I said to you. Its dead now. Lies apon lies that is all you know. You cant be trusted no matter the changes you have made in your life because your whole life will change again and again. I dont think you lost and confused or broken, its a plan that you have planned out. Youll bring me into it knowing what ( Read more... )

Im gonna be happy either way