It’s been a long time, a really long time. My life has made a complete change. Half the time I don’t think I can make it but as long as I take a deep breath, I think I might just be fine this time. I can’t take it I really can’t but some how I get my strength to push thru another day ( Read more... )

)`: mine &* jeffs hampster died yesterday and i found her last night.

rest in peace boo.

theres no such thing as love at first sight, no matter how much i want to believe there is; you prove me wrong everytime.

i hope this hurts you this time; cause im sick of being hurt by you.

you dont need the people that dont seem to need you
but what happens when your the one that needs them..

i quit. you can never trust anyone anymore.

last entry = JUST KIDDING.

although i counted im in debt up to my eye balls/. aboout $750 yeah thats hundred.
DONATIONS ACCEPTED ANYTIME AFTER LAST WEEK!!! <3 thanks. haha

jeffrey alan u-p-dyyke.
i love you and our weekend that got me fired. id say it was worth it! MUAAH!

fuck the world fuck school fuck otech fuck work fuck jeff fuck my stupid family fuck my piece of shit goddamn car fuck my period fuck fuck fuck fuck fuccccccccccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

i quit my life. end of story. you think i was a bitch before well you have NO idea whats going to hit rochester now.

right now = bad mood.
3 days from now = misserable.

i dont want jeff to leave me for 10 stupid days. i hope south carolina breaks apart and floats away before saturday.

&& what if i dont know anymore; what if everything i ever knew was falling apart infront of my eyes and i couldnt do a damn thing to stop it. cause its not only my fault but ours.

i think that no matter how hard i try; me and alyssa will never get along. when im nice im just shot down. so guess what- i quit. and when im old and married to jeff (( since you have some kind of hate for him and me being together and him at all )) when we have kids ill be sure to live on the opposite side of the country; so they dont piss you off ( Read more... )