Going at brick walls and punching windows made of stone.

[salophile]

Went to a psychiatric appointment yesterday, which for some reason always makes me feel worse. I don't know what it is, whether I feel judged by my doctor or she just unnerves me or what, but I felt horrible after the appointment whereas before I'd been a bit paranoid but okay. I nearly broke down crying on the bus when I realized that one of the

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[bean_thing]

I can totally relate to this here. The difference is that I'm told I'm incapable of doing something, but not in the "let me help you" sense. I can also relate to telling your mother things that are deeply hidden in your heart, and nothing changing at all. I hope you can find some kind of comfort, because all I can do is try to ignore it.

I also /just/ woke up so if I sound like a total emo kid, I'm sorry. XD