I'm actually really disappointed in you, my best friend A. Didn't we promise to walk with EXO forever? Why are you leaving? Just because Kris left? Is your loyalty to the fandom that petty? I never said anything to you because I fear for our friendship (which is pretty tight) but I'm really, really, really disappointed. For me, even if Jongdae ( Read more... )

So hay. I've been neglecting this since forever now orz sorry. I havent written in formal English for a long time now, ((well, not THAT long, I just finished my MUET exams like 2 months ago)) but because I spend the majority of my times on Twitter and Tumblr, I'm used to short forms and internet lingo >___ ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do. Should I follow my heart or head? Should I take a course that I've dreamt of my whole life, or a course that promises a stable work and pay?

I'm so lost.

I'm confused.

Sometimes, I'll just be this big ball of positivity and sunshine, other times I'll be wallowing in the corner in my own self-pity and anguish.

What am I even

I really, really hope KPJ will get back to me soon. Every single day I spend home, I seem to get more and more depressed. Even though I'll miss my siblings, my parents have made it very clear they want me out of the house. Well, my father, at least.

Once again, I have no saying in my life. It's like I'm not even living ( Read more... )

You know that sinking feeling you have when you've floated aimlessly for a long time and finally, finally found something solid to hang on to, only for it to break in your grasp?

Yeah, it's heart-wrenching.

To Aireena Afeeza ( Read more... )

I'm sorry if you feel uncomfortable with me

I'm sorry I'm such an awkward person when it comes to communication

I hope I didn't make you annoyed/uncomfortable/repulsed at me

I'll try to be better

I just don't know how to enter

I'm not the type of person who knows how to fluidly enter a conversation

//Insecurities are coming back in full force

I know I already decided to quit dentistry and all.....

But....

I think I'm still hesitating.

Don't get me wrong, I still hate Physics, and subsequently Dental Materials. I'm not hesitating because of the subjects...

Rather...

I'm hesitating because of my friends there.

When I told Ainul and Afini that I was gonna quit, they literally ( Read more... )