As excited as I should be about my 21st birthday, it has occured to me that being 21 is only as endearing as how many friends you have to share the ocasion with. As for me, I have none. Moving out here to Orlando was one of the coolest decisions i've ever made and I wont ever deny that but fuck man! I seriously miss my bffls. One of my biffles is ( Read more... )

so bored!!!!!!!!!!!! and sick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well orlando is treating me okay i guess. im bored out of my mind but w/e ill live. i think ima stay here just to finish school then go back. im not too sure. i hope everyones okay.<3

Im Moving!
well im leaving guys. there is too much stress and too many problems. dont think that im running away. im just starting over. going out and chasing my dreams. im hoping i will find true happiness now. im leaving friday so if u want to see me tomarrow is the day. love you all.
ill k.i.t.<3 goodbye for now

hey guys,
well yea im finally 18 as of oct.11. do i feel any different...? well sort of i guess. more freedom comes with more responsibility. wow don't i sound like my parents. heh. as i've come to notice many of you don't seem to be reading and/or caring much about any of this stuff that i put down so as of today, this will be my last entree. no i' ( Read more... )

BOO!!! hey guys. u all probably thought i died. heh. nope im still alive and having a great time. i finally did something about school yay!!! i decided that im going through the rest of this year in night school. i just wanna finish what i need and get out. can you sat le' woot!!! paul and i are good and my parents and i are finally on good terms. ( Read more... )

PURE SUCKAGE!!!
well my year is FUCKED UP!!!! all drama went to hell. the new teacher is so fucked up. he's an idiot. he broke up drama. all my classes are wrong. my moms being a bitch and making me work for everything now. making freaken pay for my godamm medication!!! im so steamed. i wanna kill something. grr the only good thing at all this year  ( Read more... )

bleh!!!! school starts monday. bleh. im a senior!!! paul and i are good. my dads trying to come back into my life after 16 years of ignoring me. i dont know how to react. i need helpage!!!
work has be SO SLOW!!!! maybe i should get another job. but with school, drama club, peer counsiling, work and a wedding to plan, im gonna be so busy. ah well. ( Read more... )

hihi everyone,
well yea things have been preety blah. mostly working and eating crap. ive realized that in order to have a sence of balence in my life, im gonna need to be completly random. it makes perfect sence. in order for me to be happy and have a good fun time i have to be random. pauls learned to be as random as i am which is working out ( Read more... )

sadness....paul and i are sick at the moment...blahh but since he never gerts sick he's much worse than i am. poo is what i say!!!

RAGNAROK AND BERSERK ARE OWNING MY LIFE AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!AND THE WORST PART IS...I LOVE IT..*^.^*