Haven't been to work all week. Yesterday was the record amount of time I spent out of the house, having traded the comforts of my amazing king-sized sheets for a plaid gown and a paper-covered bed. I read a good amount of Wicked during all the waiting. I'm seeing an oncologist at Shands either this week or the next, and am having a CT scan, ( Read more... )

Fucking John Vanderslice October 24th at Common Grounds!!!!!!!!!!! I wouldn't miss it for the world!
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But it was us, baby, who were the lucky ones ( Read more... )

You get the car. I'll get the night off. You'll get the chance to take the world apart and figure out how it works. Don't let me know what you find out. I need a car. You need a guide who needs a map. If I don't die or worse, I'm gonna need a nap. At best I'll be asleep when you get back. I wanna see it when you find out what comets, stars, and ( Read more... )

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY, AMANDA LEE RENDERER!! PARTY LIKE A ROCKSTAR!! I MISS/ LOVE YOU!

As shitty as life tends to be, it never fails to make it up to you. As much as we hate the complexities, complications, and confusions, without them we wouldn't be able to truly appreciate the beautiful instances that decorate our existances. As much as I thrive during the wintertime, summer is perfect in its own special manner. It freckles our ( Read more... )

Where is this love? I can't see it. I can't touch it. I can't feel it. I can hear it. I can hear some words, but I can't do anything with your easy words.

Everytime we lie awake, after every hit we take. Every feeling that I get, but I haven't missed you yet. We might watch our whole lives pass us by. I'm reading your note, over again, and there's not a word that I comprehend, except when you signed it 'I will love you always and forever.' You love me, but you don't know who I am. I might say things ( Read more... )

PARTY AT MY HOUSE TONIGHT. COME. IT'LL BE FABULOUS, I PROMISE. THERE'LL BE A LITTLE SOMETHING FOR EVERYONE. EVEN YOU.

10 PM
Call for directions (954) 249-1500

Bring something. Like money.

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I'm at Elise's house right now. I was here exactly one year ago today (among many other days), though I remember it like it was yesterday. I walked into her house, unsure of what to say, and how to say it, on the brink of tears. But instead of crying about it, we laughed about it. And we decided that things are what you make of them, and this would ( Read more... )