so it seems that with a new turn in life a new journal must be brought into view......besides the drama in this one is too far back for me, i'm done with those memories and starting with new ones.

love_and_lunacy

♥Melissa

- Nov. 2nd Greg will arrive here so we will be together.
- Nov. 3rd i'm outta here, moving to another place to start over and start something new in my life.... and i can't wait for this to begin.

♥Melissa

November 3rd i'm outta here......hopefully i don't mess up.

♥Melissa

you know no matter what happens in this world, i've realized i'll be alright. the world could cave in, i could watch the apocolypse happen, i could watch the clouds pass, watch ppl live and die, but i'm always gonna be alright, just as long as i have him. the only boy to ever make me feel alive......truely alive. i thank Greg everyday that i still ( Read more... )

well i went to my court date, and i'm not going anywhere for another year, probation blows like a mofo. i was completely distraut over this, like totally devastated. i know i've disappointed Greg and really let him down. it just sucks though. but we're working on things. he's gonna come see me in august anyways, then come see me again sometime ( Read more... )

so i have no idea right now where my life is going. it feels like its going down the drain again in ways. i was suppose to be moving August 6th to live with my fiance Greg, but i did something stupid and i'm pretty sure i messed my chances up of leaving in August, but i won't know the consequences til July 11th, wish me good luck i really need it. ( Read more... )

i always hope for the best
i always ruin it, just like the rest
i made a mistake
don't know how much more i can take
a week without dry eyes
inside everything just dies
another year away
just cause i fucked up today

i think i fucked up big time..... i'm sorry!

so its same old, same old, but only better cause in August i shouldn't be here anymore, i should be living with Greg..... thats the plan anyways. he says like August 4th 5th or 6th he should be coming down and i'm going back with him the next day. for convience sake he's only stayin for 1 night. i guess ill be packing just my clothes and cds, thats ( Read more... )

on another note, i'm selling cds i don't listen to/like anymore. also i'm selling some bands shirts i don't wear. they're in awesome condition, some have only been worn like 4 times, they're either not my size or not my style anymore.

CD's- Haste the Day (its been autographed by the whole band except the drummer ( Read more... )

>>Basic Info
What is your name?:  Melissa
How old are you?:  18
Describe your appearance.:  umm....5'4", blue eyes, reddish-brown hair, 104 lbs.....sexxy! lol j/k
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:  i have a boyfriend, fiance, soon to be husband, love of my life! My Greg!!
How old are they?:  18
Describe their appearance.:  heart-melting smile, ( Read more... )