nothing... i keep having these panic attacks and shit i might be going crazy and Danielle and others think that I some kind of drug dealer b/c I help people out when they need weed... Im really fucked up in the head... Im not really hanging out with a specific group of people anymore its weird... when I hang out with Danielle she always makes me ( Read more... )

im in love and i haven't wrote in live journal in a long time and yea im sooooooo in love i cant stop thinking about HIM aaaaawwwwwwwwwwwww........ hummm love

so i fell off a horse last sat. and now when ever i run my lower back hurts alot! but when im not running its fine???? interesting im also having the urge to leave santa barbara and go some where new, I also want a job actually i really need a job badly and I really wish that vanna gave back the braveheart dvd so i could have borrowed more from ( Read more... )

it has been a while and there has been so much going on but i would rather not go into it right now all i have to say is that im getting kinda sad and i dont want to and I need to get a job

I'M IN NEED OF SHROOMS!!!!! MY USUAL PERSON DIDN'T COME THROUGH AND NOW IM LEAVING TOMORROW AND I NEED SHROOMS FOR THE TRIP IF ANYONE CAN HELP ME PLEASE TELL ME

so i went to rattlesnake canyon for the first time yesterday and went for a hike... it was really beautiful and once I got to where we were going to stop I laid down on a rock and and looked up, it was beautiful the way all the trees connected in this pattern of branches and leaves... I closed my eyes and allowed all of these images to flow through ( Read more... )

so much time has gone by its almost pointless to fill in every last detail... if you really want to know whats going on all you have to do is tell me and then I'll take the time to email you....but its just not worth it right now. I have family session today and i really hate those because i dont love my dad and im forced to be in the same room as ( Read more... )

some people have grown distant in my life when i thought i would need them the most... i find my self knowing whats going on in their lives through a third party sorce... but this too shall pass and i say it to myself everyday... my body isnt as strong as it once was.........

I always get the homos.....


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I have gotten a lot of.. your a really stong person and thats a great quality to have...but Im really tired of being strong... its taking too much to do....