Every time I think I'm about to get ahead, "the man" comes by and gives me a swift kick to the balls. I'm down for the count, tryin to figure how to get back up....again

Watching numbers get smaller will jar one out of a secure sense with ease. It leaves quickly, more so than it entered with, and with effort so effortless, its kinda breathtaking. I was hoping for a longer upswing, and as I write this with a worry, one that makes me think and prepare for the worst, everything could change tomorrow

Its the life I have ( Read more... )

on a side note, ever see a spider eat in his web? I doubt bugs panic, must make fangs chompin on your face a lot easier to digest

7 days of 5:30-10, really, they were all different times, still 12-18 hrs a day, 7 days ( Read more... )

Just as I am starting to worry I am slipping in the motivation dept, TMV releases a new album. Problem solved

the most complex explanations grow from the most elementary of questions

the next time you find yourself having a bad time, just ask why

why does anything have to be bad

its what you make it

money beats soul, everytime

no one reads this shit, I need to realize that and put down what I want

not enough time though, 18hrs days on set kill

society is a game, I realized that

why else would every culture involve themselves in the same childish power struggles?  every level, personal to government

and people are dumb as hell, only to be outdone by ( Read more... )

30 hrs without sleep, only 10 more to go! Then 1 night of sleep and start rollin cable and hanging lights, I'm sore already, so time to strap in and monster truck this next week like a football captain!

Followed the directions, 101, vineland, moorpark, see the taco stand and park. V shaped parking lot, holds about 6 cars, could add a motorcycle or two in there, judging by the sign out front, I'm surprised there aren't a few, one scooter though, probably Matt. Pull open the first door, almost walk nose first into another set of double doors, about ( Read more... )

Its Christmas. I'm quitting cigarettes so I couldnt even muster up an exclamation point to celebrate ( Read more... )